Feeling like shit at work is bad enough... let alone at 2am

Back at work again. This time it's really cold and I'm still really tired. I got to bed a little late last night... well, not late in your terms, but late considering I'm up at 12:30am getting ready for this thing people like to call a job. I took 3 pills last night to put my ass to sleep. Two Seroquel and one Lortab. Ugh. I'm not the biggest fan of taking pills,especially for sleeping, but it seems the first night of a 2am work call... that's the only way to get yourself on track initially for the following days. I took them at 7:30 and by 8:15 I was slurring my words like crazy and Shane took me to bed. Can't say I didn't need it. I was trying so hard to not sound or look like those things were taking an effect on me but once I started to speak I realized it was going to be harder than I thought so I gave up on trying. Even if I was able to actually pronounce the words right without slurring them, I was really slow and my voice kinda trailed off at the end. It was sad. Anyhow, I'm gunna go work on my hopefully soon-to-be screensaver. I'll jump back on here to give you a heads up later.

It's 3:48am. I'm sitting here peacefully eating dry Lucky Charms. I say peacefully bc I usually have my bird sitting in my lap next to the bowl picking out all the marshmallows and eating them. Lol. But yeah... I just ran out of kool-aid. Good thing I brought some dollars with me... now let's see if I can use them without losing any quarters in this dumb machine. I need a Mt Dew high... REALLY bad. Let's try my luck. Brb. Well, I kept all my quarters, that's a plus. Now the question is how long will this Mt Dew last before I need another one? Aw man.. I lost a marshmallow in my shirt... but I found it :) Yummy. Anyways, my wannabe screensaver is coming along nicely. I just don't have the net right now to completely finish it. I need to grab some graphics bc I don't feel like making 20 hats, and 20 earrings and whatnot. The goal is to make a screensaver with peoples faces. You pick and face and then you can drag and drop items on the face like hats or eyes or something of that nature. So far so good. Everything is going well, can't complain. Haha. It's going a lot better than my first attempt at learning this program. But then again. I was going kinda out there for a first timer. It came out alright, I can't complain. I could, but I'm not.

Well, I almost had a gift for my brothers birthday on Sunday (their b-day is October 29th)... buuuuut. It didn't happen. They were closed by the time Shane and I got there. Suuuucckkkeeedddd!!!! REALLY Sucked. I was all excited too. I think they are going to like what we get them. I can't wait!!! Hehe. I wanted to get them a hamster... but mom won't let me. Says she has enough animals... what she fails to mentions is they're all birds... and they're all hers. She's got the biggest breeders. Lol. Those damn birds poop out so many babies it's unreal. And she can't find homes for them all. Ugh... I want some. Too bad I'm 300 miles away. Poopy. I do have a bird already tho. And I love my little birdie. It was born in April of 08. So keeping up with his age isnt hard. 4 of 08. And my birthday is 4-08 (of 87). Close enough, right?

Man, I got up this morning, drowsy as hell from those pills and tried eating some plain icing to wake my ass up... didn't work. Just made my kool-aid taste nasty. I was so used to tasting all the sugar from the icing, that when I took a sip of my kool-aid I didn't taste any sugar at all. Can we say gross? But yeah, I felt like I was going to get sick this morning, I really did. I wanted to call out so bad. But I figured I'd try to go into work. I need to. And I've felt fine so far so it looks like that was a good decision. It would've sucked to have called out for what ended up being no reason at all. And besides that, I'd have to call Toni at 12:30 in the morning and tell her I'm not coming in? I don't think so. And not only that, she'd have to get a hold of someone else to come in a cover my shift at such short notice... that's not fair. I figured the least I could do was try. (Hopefully my next paycheck will reward me for my attempt at doing right! (Yeah, right...)

Ugh, this program is kinda kicking my ass right now. I have two sets of eyes that I need to drag and drop. They both drag and drop fine, the problem is they both drag and drop together... I can't get them to do it separately. It sucks too bc I don't have internet out here so I can't go post something in a forum about it until I get off and get home. And even once I get off I've got to drive to Moncks Corner to pay our phone bill. THEN I can go home and try not to sleep... bc I got to be here again tomorrow morning and I want to be able to actually sleep without taking meds. The Seroquel kinda stops up my nose. Or closes my naval passage or whatever you wanna call it. Bc it's not like I get a runny nose or anything, just makes it feel like I'm breathing through a smaller hole than I'm used to. Anyhow. It's 5:56 right now and I want to see if I can figure out this problem on my own without assistance. I feel better when I can do that. Not that I'd get an answer in a forum anyways. I've posted two topics asking for help on two different things, but no one bothered to even respond. So yeah... Lol. Well I'm off for now. See ya.

Man, 6:23 and I've got the worst stomach ache. I just wanna through whatever is in there up, so I can feel better. I hate feeling like this. Blah. It sucks. Buuuut, only 3 and a half more hours to go. Wish me luck! Well by the time you read this I will be long gone, but you know how it goes. Oh where, oh where has my Hee-aaalth gone? Oh where, oh where can it be?... I need a more exciting job. You should see me right now. I look pitiful. As a matter of fact.. that's what built in webcams are for... Dur. Well, now I've got a dark, ugly picture to post for ya when I get around to posting this after I get home and fight the urge to fall asleep. Ugh.

Oh, we finally got a couch the other day. It's a used thing that we pulled out of a rental place. It was one that someone left behind. Nice couch but there's a little hole in the arm of the chair and I'm not a big fan of plaid, but you know how it is. Take what you can get. So it serves its purpose for now. I really wish I could get my stomach to stop hurting tho. That would be nice. Make it STOP!!! Oh yay... I've got the Carnival asshole coming in now. The one who likes to wait until 7 exactly then bug the hell out of me until he can come in. Yeah, him. Just what I need. And even clocking in for work this morning. I kept getting a busy signal, but when Fletcher dialed it, it worked... of course. So it was at that point I realized it was gunna be another one of those days. Another one I can't wait to end. OMG I'm about to freak. I can't stand my stomach right now. Well it's 3 til 7 now so I need to get off this thing. I'll catch you guys up again on the next blog. See ya.