This is another day of morning sickness... well if feels like it's going to be. Blah. It's all part of the territory I guess. I know I typed up a blog with the road names and all but I'm not sure if I ever posted it online or not. With my luck, probably not. Actually, I don't remember going through hell trying to fix the spacings on all the road names, so no, I haven't posted it yet. When I copy from this program to the text field on the site it adds like 3 or 4 lines to a single line. So it's hell fixing it all.
0344. I got 2 hours sleep last night. Sucks don't it? And I'm working a 12 hour shift today. So I don't get to go home and rest until 2. And I feel sick already. This is awful. And not only that, but I'm cold so I put the heater right next to me. But the heat seems to make me feel worse. I've got two teeth coming in. Wisdom teeth I guess. The two back bottom ones. It even hurts to swallow. Now I know what babies go through.
I went to bed last night soon after 5. But then Shane and I got a little distracted so I didn't end up going to sleep until 6ish. And I woke up at 8:30 for some reason. I just couldn't sleep. Then we ordered a pizza and I was playing my Nancy Drew game til 11. I really lost track of time on that one. So back to bed we went, and I couldn't sleep one bit. I was tired and comfortable but I just couldn't sleep. And of course after my alarm went off the first time at 12:30 and I hit snooze... that's when I was starting to actually have sleep come over me. So here I am at 0350 with two hours worth of sleep at work ready for a 12 hour day of morning sickness and sore gums. Armed with a Nancy Drew game and a Logic Puzzle book, I'm determined to try and make the best of this day. I'd rather make the best of this day at home in a clean house with a cup of hot chocolate and then a nice long nap. But we can't always get what we want now can we? Ugh, if only you knew how tired I was right now. You'd be jumping back in time to cover my shift for me :)
I wanna call Shane... but he's still sleeping. Lucky bastard. He could fall asleep in the middle of a volcanic eruption. One in which his house is... WAS on the tip of the freakin volcano. Must be nice. That's all I got to say. Hopefully the baby will pick up on his sleeping habits and not mine. That way I'll have a better chance of sleeping... or trying to sleep anyways. I guess we'll find out when that time comes. Right now I'm trying hard to think of something other than whatever it is I'm thinking bc I keep gagging and I don't want to get sick :(
0417. Two hours down, 10 more to go. This is going to be a long day.
I'm home now... finally. Tired. Zzzz...
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Road Names
The other day I was online looking at something. I don't know what got me started on this. But I was looking at road names around where I live. It was very entertaining. Here are a few of what I found. It's interesting.
Little Man Lane
Rocky Road
Porkys Place
McIntosh Lane
Deephole Lane
Drive in Lane
Raise The Roof Way... yes you read that right. And no, I'm not joking.
Jacksonville Road... Represent! Haha, jk.
Taneisha Lane... nice.
Flannel Way
and then these were interesting because they make Shanes whole name
Shane Lane, Micheal Lane, and Metts Lane. Lol
(Update: I later found out that Shane's Great Grandfather actually owned all that land but lost it all in poker games. Lmao. Sucks to be him!)
Hootie Court
Full House Lane
Church of God Lane
and then I thought these were pretty funny...
Nascar Lane
Walkamile Place
Goodwrench Lane
Ostrich Run Road
Martinifield Lane
Yellow Brick Road
Pork Chop Lane
Cut Through Road... which was actually named appropriately bc that's what it did.
Then these are all in the same neighborhood:
Little Debbie Road
Jelly Rolls Road
Forever Ford Lane
Hod Rod Lane
Taurus Lane
Monty Lane (as in Monty Carlo)
and they are all on Hard Pinch Road.
These were all kinda random...
Kodak Lane
Three Girls Lane
St Elmo Lane
School Bus Drive
Mc Donald Drive
Hicks Lane... no joke.
Semper Fi Drive
Ladies Secret Lane
Come About Way
Crooked Stick Lane
There is a Clyde Moultrie Dangerfield Hwy right off of Rifle Range Road.
Dupont Way
Cypress Gardens Road
Dog Pound Road
Intimidator Ln
Last Chance Trl
Tomato Ln... like it said. It gets interesting.
I'm sitting here at work. Its 7:06 right now. I'm stuck here til 2am and every other hour I've got to get on this little propane powered cart and drive thru all the rain and muck and dirt and tons of sawdust to get to keys that I have to stick in this box and turn it so they know I've made my rounds. And the cart has no roof. So when you go to sit back down your ass is all wet. It's gross and you feel like shit. But it's a job and this coming check will be nice. I'm off until Wednesday after this shift. When I come back I got a 12 hour shift... But after I work Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday then I'm gunna be on my way to Jacksonville again. Woo! I do feel bad for leaving this job tho. They've been out of work since May. And I started here in September. So they weren't so over worked once I got here. But now that I'm leaving it's going to make their holiday schedule a mess. I'm glad I don't have to work Christmas, but I do feel bad because it's going to make it harder on them. But it's all part of the job I guess. Well it's 8:27 now. I'm gunna go work on my Variety Puzzle book til Fletcher gets here. But I might be back. But then again by then I'll have net I think so I might not. I guess you'll find out if there's more to read after this. Haha. Later.
Well, it's now day 2. I got off work at 2am this morning. Went to bed, woke up, did some shit, and here I am. I was talking to Ray about some stuff on aim this morning and it's some things that I forgot to mention in my other blogs and then some that happened today. Anyways, I'll just paste what I said to him in here and give you a description when I feel like you might need one. Haha.
“Lol. I'm on the phone with my dad and hes so computer illiterate. hes trying to look up something and hes like... they didn't put a "Y" on the keyboard.”
“He's like idk how to get rid of the 'A'... how do I get it off. I tell him. Then hes like.. oh shit. it all went away. Now I got a bunch of minus signs.
Then after all the trouble of finding the keys and typing this dudes name in 3 times and finally realizing how to close down the picture with the little “x” in the corner, hes like 'All hell. I forgot to go to youtube first.”
He came to a point here he needed to download flash player and after I settled his worries about him not being charged for it he goes, 'Oh shit. now i need a password.' He read the user name, 'Venus Woods,' then thought about a password, '...what about dick head?' lol
Finally he's like 'Fuck this, it was easier yesterday.' Then he goes, 'they got a little pointing finger. i think hes shooting me the bird.' Lol. And he's so serious about all of it. Haha.
I was going to show him how to do alt+f4 while he was trying to close down the picture and i asked him if he sees the alt key and hes like hes like 'yeah, i hit it but it didn't do shit.'
You talk to him about fishing or pipe fitting or old fashioned anything and he's a wiz. Speak in terms of technology and thats like a whole new form of illiterate. Its amazing.
I got a headache from all that laughing. Lol. I haven't laughed like that since I was on the phone with the pizza lady and told her i wanted everything but pepperoni and you know what she comes back with?
"Pepperoni? What's pepperoni?" No lie.
I was trying to play DDR and order it at the same time... wow. After that I couldn't do anything but cry, I was laughing so hard.
It took everything not to laugh on the phone and even that failed miserably
Oh and you know what? I went shopping 2 hours before I left for work yesterday... and some of what we had was a 12 pack of rootbeer, 6 pack of yoohoo, 2 snack things (12 pack little debbie things) frozen honey barbque chicken.. and some other stuff
And I'm talking about that Tyson chicken. The bags of it.
But when I got up this morning and went for some food. There was only 2 rootbeers left, 1 yoohoo, NO snacks AT ALL and a small piece of chicken.
And the only reason we still have a 2 liter of creme soda left is bc he refers to the process of finding a cup 'work.'
Even tho I'm dating a pig... I still love him :)
Little Man Lane
Rocky Road
Porkys Place
McIntosh Lane
Deephole Lane
Drive in Lane
Raise The Roof Way... yes you read that right. And no, I'm not joking.
Jacksonville Road... Represent! Haha, jk.
Taneisha Lane... nice.
Flannel Way
and then these were interesting because they make Shanes whole name
Shane Lane, Micheal Lane, and Metts Lane. Lol
(Update: I later found out that Shane's Great Grandfather actually owned all that land but lost it all in poker games. Lmao. Sucks to be him!)
Hootie Court
Full House Lane
Church of God Lane
and then I thought these were pretty funny...
Nascar Lane
Walkamile Place
Goodwrench Lane
Ostrich Run Road
Martinifield Lane
Yellow Brick Road
Pork Chop Lane
Cut Through Road... which was actually named appropriately bc that's what it did.
Then these are all in the same neighborhood:
Little Debbie Road
Jelly Rolls Road
Forever Ford Lane
Hod Rod Lane
Taurus Lane
Monty Lane (as in Monty Carlo)
and they are all on Hard Pinch Road.
These were all kinda random...
Kodak Lane
Three Girls Lane
St Elmo Lane
School Bus Drive
Mc Donald Drive
Hicks Lane... no joke.
Semper Fi Drive
Ladies Secret Lane
Come About Way
Crooked Stick Lane
There is a Clyde Moultrie Dangerfield Hwy right off of Rifle Range Road.
Dupont Way
Cypress Gardens Road
Dog Pound Road
Intimidator Ln
Last Chance Trl
Tomato Ln... like it said. It gets interesting.
I'm sitting here at work. Its 7:06 right now. I'm stuck here til 2am and every other hour I've got to get on this little propane powered cart and drive thru all the rain and muck and dirt and tons of sawdust to get to keys that I have to stick in this box and turn it so they know I've made my rounds. And the cart has no roof. So when you go to sit back down your ass is all wet. It's gross and you feel like shit. But it's a job and this coming check will be nice. I'm off until Wednesday after this shift. When I come back I got a 12 hour shift... But after I work Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday then I'm gunna be on my way to Jacksonville again. Woo! I do feel bad for leaving this job tho. They've been out of work since May. And I started here in September. So they weren't so over worked once I got here. But now that I'm leaving it's going to make their holiday schedule a mess. I'm glad I don't have to work Christmas, but I do feel bad because it's going to make it harder on them. But it's all part of the job I guess. Well it's 8:27 now. I'm gunna go work on my Variety Puzzle book til Fletcher gets here. But I might be back. But then again by then I'll have net I think so I might not. I guess you'll find out if there's more to read after this. Haha. Later.
Well, it's now day 2. I got off work at 2am this morning. Went to bed, woke up, did some shit, and here I am. I was talking to Ray about some stuff on aim this morning and it's some things that I forgot to mention in my other blogs and then some that happened today. Anyways, I'll just paste what I said to him in here and give you a description when I feel like you might need one. Haha.
“Lol. I'm on the phone with my dad and hes so computer illiterate. hes trying to look up something and hes like... they didn't put a "Y" on the keyboard.”
“He's like idk how to get rid of the 'A'... how do I get it off. I tell him. Then hes like.. oh shit. it all went away. Now I got a bunch of minus signs.
Then after all the trouble of finding the keys and typing this dudes name in 3 times and finally realizing how to close down the picture with the little “x” in the corner, hes like 'All hell. I forgot to go to youtube first.”
He came to a point here he needed to download flash player and after I settled his worries about him not being charged for it he goes, 'Oh shit. now i need a password.' He read the user name, 'Venus Woods,' then thought about a password, '...what about dick head?' lol
Finally he's like 'Fuck this, it was easier yesterday.' Then he goes, 'they got a little pointing finger. i think hes shooting me the bird.' Lol. And he's so serious about all of it. Haha.
I was going to show him how to do alt+f4 while he was trying to close down the picture and i asked him if he sees the alt key and hes like hes like 'yeah, i hit it but it didn't do shit.'
You talk to him about fishing or pipe fitting or old fashioned anything and he's a wiz. Speak in terms of technology and thats like a whole new form of illiterate. Its amazing.
I got a headache from all that laughing. Lol. I haven't laughed like that since I was on the phone with the pizza lady and told her i wanted everything but pepperoni and you know what she comes back with?
"Pepperoni? What's pepperoni?" No lie.
I was trying to play DDR and order it at the same time... wow. After that I couldn't do anything but cry, I was laughing so hard.
It took everything not to laugh on the phone and even that failed miserably
Oh and you know what? I went shopping 2 hours before I left for work yesterday... and some of what we had was a 12 pack of rootbeer, 6 pack of yoohoo, 2 snack things (12 pack little debbie things) frozen honey barbque chicken.. and some other stuff
And I'm talking about that Tyson chicken. The bags of it.
But when I got up this morning and went for some food. There was only 2 rootbeers left, 1 yoohoo, NO snacks AT ALL and a small piece of chicken.
And the only reason we still have a 2 liter of creme soda left is bc he refers to the process of finding a cup 'work.'
Even tho I'm dating a pig... I still love him :)
Monday, November 24, 2008
The Most Meaningful Blog I've Posted Yet... I Think.
0214... If that were a date, it'd be Valentines Day. 2/14. Lol. Anyways, I definitely didn't want to get up this morning, but I did. It definitely feels better getting up on your own. And what I mean by getting up on your own is not having the effects of the sleeping pill you took the night before still weighing you down in the morning. I'm less tired and feel better when I get home. I can go to bed later, and still wake up when I need to for work and be okay. On the pill I go to bed at 1830ish (6:30) and I get to work and I'm tired. Without the pill, I can go to bed at 2000 (8:00) and still feel good when I wake up... even if I didn't actually get to the sleeping part til 2130 for random unknown reasons... I'm still good. It's nice.
What isn't nice is that I told my supervisor yesterday that I'm leaving to go back to Florida in two weeks. And I feel bad because I just got here and I'm sure they were relieved to finally get the spot filled and give them a little bit of relief come Christmas time. And now I'm leaving. And she's already got the schedule filled all the way until Christmas. So not only is she going to have to redo all that, but now everyone else is gunna go back to being over worked and under staffed. And this job isn't an easy one to fill. I feel bad for leaving, but I did give my full two weeks notice. I think Toni's kinda upset with me tho. When I told her... it's the first time she just didn't say anything. She's never just stopped and stared like she did after I told her. I think what was going through her mind was that she has to redo the schedules, everyone's going to be over worked, and it just came out of nowhere for her. But then again, it came out of no where for me too. I don't know. I just can't help but feel bad.
And the other people I hate to leave are Russel, Janice, and CJ. Of the three, Janice is the one I'm least worried about. She's got Russel to talk with even tho they bicker back and forth. It always clears up, and not only that, she's the only one out of the three that have family to turn to. She's got someone to trust. Russel and CJ don't really have that. Russel is our landlord, and basically Shane's Godfather. He's helped us through a lot. And he and Shane have gotten close, tho I doubt he'd admit to it. And I really hate to take the one person he knows won't turn on him 300 miles away. Everyone else just seems to be two faced and backstabbing. Not EVERYONE, but Shane's really earned his trust and not many people get that. I just really hate to leave him. And CJ... he's just. I don't know how to explain that one. He's Shane's brother and he's got nobody. He puts up with a lot and Shane and I are really his only escape. I really hate to leave him there because I feel like I'm just leaving him alone in this giant mess. Right in the middle it. I told Shane that we should take him to Florida during the summers. It'd give him something to look forward to and get him out of all the drama. I think he'd like that. At least I hope so. I just really hate leaving him here.
So leaving here and going back home isn't as thrilling as it should be. You'd think I'd be happy about it. And I am, but every time I think about leaving, I think about the ones I'm letting down and I hate it. Yet at the same time, what am I suppose to do with the baby coming? I CAN NOT raise it around all the stuff going on around here. There's too much drama and too much stress and just too much bullshit going around. It's not a good environment AT ALL to raise a baby in. I'd give you details, but I'm just going to leave it at that. You don't need to know the drama. And not only that, I don't want to address it and have you look down on someone you don't know. He/She really is a great person, just has a few issues. He/She doesn't even know I'm pregnant. Shane doesn't want them to know. At least not yet. I'm sure he'll tell them eventually. But that's Shane's choice. I'm staying out of it.
So 12 days to go and I'll be home. We've got an apartment at the beach lined up and ready to move in come December 1st, although we aren't moving in until the 6th or 7th. I'm excited about the fact that it's at the beach. I can't wait for summer to come along. Even tho I'll be pregnant as hell when that time gets here. But I'm sure Jon will love coming over with it that close to the beach. Haha. It's about 2 miles from Hannah Park according to Dad. And it's right next to the ferry. So if I wanna go the the Jetties (my favorite beach) then all I gotta do is hit the ferry and I'm basically there. Driving completely around takes forever. I'd rather just pay the three bucks and float my ass across. Lol.
Getting off off topic again, I was sitting outside with Shane yesterday and we had a little bonfire thing going in the backyard. Just burning pine straw and random shit that we found laying around. And I just started looking around me. Looking at the Gazebo and the lake in front of us and thinking about all the ducks that like to gather under the tree in the front yard. Thinking about all the time we spent at that stupid dock catching nothing and still having a great time. Me being the gofer when it came time to get drinks or worms. Russel would give me some money and I'd run to the store and get cigarettes or worms or beer. Whatever anyone asked for. It was fun. Definitely good times. I'm going to miss those. Or when they'd get a good catch and I have to take a picture and run to the house and print it out for Sheldon so he could show it to his preacher. Lol. And he was always so amazed when it came to what technology could do. He calls the monitor a TV. Lol. Sheldon is the guy who owns all the land here. He's a nice guy. I'm definitely going to miss it. Who knows, maybe we'll be back one day.
This nausea thing is starting to get to me. I don't mind the puking, I'm just not a fan of constantly feeling like I have to then having my body change it's mind. Hell, at this rate I'll lose weight during the pregnancy instead of gain it. I don't each much as it is, and when I do eat it ends up back out. What's up with that? Lol. I'm getting tired again too. At least today when I get home I can actually sleep. I couldn't yesterday because then I wouldn't have been able to sleep that night. But I don't gotta worry about that now. Not tonight anyways.
Well it's 0601 now and I'm tired as hell. People are starting to come in. This the most action I have seen in the past two weeks. Even saw the garbage man today. It still didn't keep me from passing out a few times. And even nodding off while writing this. I'll be alright in the end. As long as I don't get any philosophers in here today then I'm... well I was going to “I'm good” but then a philosopher came in. That's just how my luck is I guess. That's what I get for being grouchy.
Well I just got two trucks in. Finally. And I got this heater thing sitting next to me and it is workin good. But now I feel like I'm gunna get sick. I hate randomly gaging but not having to get sick. Just let it out, geez. It's so annoying. Well Cardinal man just arrived. Right on time too. Tim Evans, truck 20813, trailer 265654, and a hat. It's like a video game with him. If I get it all right I unlock a bonus and get a conversation. I like catching him off guard. It ruins his little facade he's got going on.
Biker man just got here too. I knows his ass is cold on a motorcycle. You wouldn't see me doing that. My car has got frost all over it just from sitting there for almost 5 hours now. So on a bike, I can only imagine the cold. He's got guts. Cold ones, but he's got guts.
0659. Three hours left before I can go home and sleep. I got this heater two feet away from me. Two freakin feet... and it's still cold. And not only is that on, but the main heater is on too. Set for 76. How can I still be cold? Supposedly it's only 34 degrees out right now. Only. Lol. Yeah, I'm getting used to the 20's I guess. Well I was looking at wedding rings for Shane last night and I think I finally found one I like. I just need to get to a jewelery store so we can see what size we really are instead of using those paper ones you print out online. They aren't exactly accurate. Haha, all the grass is frozen over. Sorry, random.
But I was getting opinions on rings and I had three that I narrowed it down to. One of which was just a plain gold band. The other weren't so simple. They weren't complicated my any means, just not a plain band. And I wanted to get him something that would stand out among other rings. So there were two others. One was more of a titanium band with a thick gold ring around the center. And the other was a rounded, glossy silver ring with a thin gold ring along the center. I think I'm going with that one. Doesn't sound like much but I really liked it and so did everyone else who saw it. Well everyone at Mom's house anyways. Lol. I showed Jon the titanium looking one and he liked it. Then he said the more he looked at it the more he liked it. And Shane liked it too, but for a wedding ring I'd like something a little less casual. Something that would stand out and say “Look at ME! I'm Married!” Lol. I think the one I chose is the one he liked the most. So we'll see how it goes. It's just a size issue now.
It's now 0847. Ive had a lot of people coming in and out keeping me busy. So it's been good. I like days like this. What's going to suck is when there is no one here later this week and we are double staffed. Two guards on post at all times and we are working 10-12 hour shifts. That is going to suck ass, but the check will be about 500. So it's worth it I guess. Lol. I'm just not gunna be in that great of a mood when I gotta work with Fletcher. There is just always this awkward silence and nothing to talk about and he's always staring at me. Not in a bad way. I guess when you're in here by yourself all the time with nothing to do and you see another human... something that MOVES unlike all the other useless, inanimate stuff this place is filled with. Then yeah, it passes the time to look. Idk. That's just my theory. 0901. I gots an hour left so I'm off of here. See ya!
What isn't nice is that I told my supervisor yesterday that I'm leaving to go back to Florida in two weeks. And I feel bad because I just got here and I'm sure they were relieved to finally get the spot filled and give them a little bit of relief come Christmas time. And now I'm leaving. And she's already got the schedule filled all the way until Christmas. So not only is she going to have to redo all that, but now everyone else is gunna go back to being over worked and under staffed. And this job isn't an easy one to fill. I feel bad for leaving, but I did give my full two weeks notice. I think Toni's kinda upset with me tho. When I told her... it's the first time she just didn't say anything. She's never just stopped and stared like she did after I told her. I think what was going through her mind was that she has to redo the schedules, everyone's going to be over worked, and it just came out of nowhere for her. But then again, it came out of no where for me too. I don't know. I just can't help but feel bad.
And the other people I hate to leave are Russel, Janice, and CJ. Of the three, Janice is the one I'm least worried about. She's got Russel to talk with even tho they bicker back and forth. It always clears up, and not only that, she's the only one out of the three that have family to turn to. She's got someone to trust. Russel and CJ don't really have that. Russel is our landlord, and basically Shane's Godfather. He's helped us through a lot. And he and Shane have gotten close, tho I doubt he'd admit to it. And I really hate to take the one person he knows won't turn on him 300 miles away. Everyone else just seems to be two faced and backstabbing. Not EVERYONE, but Shane's really earned his trust and not many people get that. I just really hate to leave him. And CJ... he's just. I don't know how to explain that one. He's Shane's brother and he's got nobody. He puts up with a lot and Shane and I are really his only escape. I really hate to leave him there because I feel like I'm just leaving him alone in this giant mess. Right in the middle it. I told Shane that we should take him to Florida during the summers. It'd give him something to look forward to and get him out of all the drama. I think he'd like that. At least I hope so. I just really hate leaving him here.
So leaving here and going back home isn't as thrilling as it should be. You'd think I'd be happy about it. And I am, but every time I think about leaving, I think about the ones I'm letting down and I hate it. Yet at the same time, what am I suppose to do with the baby coming? I CAN NOT raise it around all the stuff going on around here. There's too much drama and too much stress and just too much bullshit going around. It's not a good environment AT ALL to raise a baby in. I'd give you details, but I'm just going to leave it at that. You don't need to know the drama. And not only that, I don't want to address it and have you look down on someone you don't know. He/She really is a great person, just has a few issues. He/She doesn't even know I'm pregnant. Shane doesn't want them to know. At least not yet. I'm sure he'll tell them eventually. But that's Shane's choice. I'm staying out of it.
So 12 days to go and I'll be home. We've got an apartment at the beach lined up and ready to move in come December 1st, although we aren't moving in until the 6th or 7th. I'm excited about the fact that it's at the beach. I can't wait for summer to come along. Even tho I'll be pregnant as hell when that time gets here. But I'm sure Jon will love coming over with it that close to the beach. Haha. It's about 2 miles from Hannah Park according to Dad. And it's right next to the ferry. So if I wanna go the the Jetties (my favorite beach) then all I gotta do is hit the ferry and I'm basically there. Driving completely around takes forever. I'd rather just pay the three bucks and float my ass across. Lol.
Getting off off topic again, I was sitting outside with Shane yesterday and we had a little bonfire thing going in the backyard. Just burning pine straw and random shit that we found laying around. And I just started looking around me. Looking at the Gazebo and the lake in front of us and thinking about all the ducks that like to gather under the tree in the front yard. Thinking about all the time we spent at that stupid dock catching nothing and still having a great time. Me being the gofer when it came time to get drinks or worms. Russel would give me some money and I'd run to the store and get cigarettes or worms or beer. Whatever anyone asked for. It was fun. Definitely good times. I'm going to miss those. Or when they'd get a good catch and I have to take a picture and run to the house and print it out for Sheldon so he could show it to his preacher. Lol. And he was always so amazed when it came to what technology could do. He calls the monitor a TV. Lol. Sheldon is the guy who owns all the land here. He's a nice guy. I'm definitely going to miss it. Who knows, maybe we'll be back one day.
This nausea thing is starting to get to me. I don't mind the puking, I'm just not a fan of constantly feeling like I have to then having my body change it's mind. Hell, at this rate I'll lose weight during the pregnancy instead of gain it. I don't each much as it is, and when I do eat it ends up back out. What's up with that? Lol. I'm getting tired again too. At least today when I get home I can actually sleep. I couldn't yesterday because then I wouldn't have been able to sleep that night. But I don't gotta worry about that now. Not tonight anyways.
Well it's 0601 now and I'm tired as hell. People are starting to come in. This the most action I have seen in the past two weeks. Even saw the garbage man today. It still didn't keep me from passing out a few times. And even nodding off while writing this. I'll be alright in the end. As long as I don't get any philosophers in here today then I'm... well I was going to “I'm good” but then a philosopher came in. That's just how my luck is I guess. That's what I get for being grouchy.
Well I just got two trucks in. Finally. And I got this heater thing sitting next to me and it is workin good. But now I feel like I'm gunna get sick. I hate randomly gaging but not having to get sick. Just let it out, geez. It's so annoying. Well Cardinal man just arrived. Right on time too. Tim Evans, truck 20813, trailer 265654, and a hat. It's like a video game with him. If I get it all right I unlock a bonus and get a conversation. I like catching him off guard. It ruins his little facade he's got going on.
Biker man just got here too. I knows his ass is cold on a motorcycle. You wouldn't see me doing that. My car has got frost all over it just from sitting there for almost 5 hours now. So on a bike, I can only imagine the cold. He's got guts. Cold ones, but he's got guts.
0659. Three hours left before I can go home and sleep. I got this heater two feet away from me. Two freakin feet... and it's still cold. And not only is that on, but the main heater is on too. Set for 76. How can I still be cold? Supposedly it's only 34 degrees out right now. Only. Lol. Yeah, I'm getting used to the 20's I guess. Well I was looking at wedding rings for Shane last night and I think I finally found one I like. I just need to get to a jewelery store so we can see what size we really are instead of using those paper ones you print out online. They aren't exactly accurate. Haha, all the grass is frozen over. Sorry, random.
But I was getting opinions on rings and I had three that I narrowed it down to. One of which was just a plain gold band. The other weren't so simple. They weren't complicated my any means, just not a plain band. And I wanted to get him something that would stand out among other rings. So there were two others. One was more of a titanium band with a thick gold ring around the center. And the other was a rounded, glossy silver ring with a thin gold ring along the center. I think I'm going with that one. Doesn't sound like much but I really liked it and so did everyone else who saw it. Well everyone at Mom's house anyways. Lol. I showed Jon the titanium looking one and he liked it. Then he said the more he looked at it the more he liked it. And Shane liked it too, but for a wedding ring I'd like something a little less casual. Something that would stand out and say “Look at ME! I'm Married!” Lol. I think the one I chose is the one he liked the most. So we'll see how it goes. It's just a size issue now.
It's now 0847. Ive had a lot of people coming in and out keeping me busy. So it's been good. I like days like this. What's going to suck is when there is no one here later this week and we are double staffed. Two guards on post at all times and we are working 10-12 hour shifts. That is going to suck ass, but the check will be about 500. So it's worth it I guess. Lol. I'm just not gunna be in that great of a mood when I gotta work with Fletcher. There is just always this awkward silence and nothing to talk about and he's always staring at me. Not in a bad way. I guess when you're in here by yourself all the time with nothing to do and you see another human... something that MOVES unlike all the other useless, inanimate stuff this place is filled with. Then yeah, it passes the time to look. Idk. That's just my theory. 0901. I gots an hour left so I'm off of here. See ya!
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Hectic Schedule
November 23 (sun) – 0200-1000 (2:00am-10:00am)
November 24 (mon) – 0200-1000 (2:00am-10:00am)
November 27 (thur) – 1530-0200 (3:30pm-2:00am)
November 28 (fri) – 1700-0200 (5:00pm-2:00am)
November 29 (sat) – 1700-0200 (5:00pm-2:00am)
November 30 (sun) – 1600-0200 (4:00pm-2:00am)
December 3 (wed) – 0200-1400 (2:00am-2:00pm)
December 4 (thur) – 1000-1800 (10:00am-2:00pm)
December 5 (fri) – 1000-1800 (10:00am-2:00pm)
I don't ever want to hear you complain about your hours again. Period. And last night... sucked ass. I tried so hard to sleep but I couldn't until 8:30ish bc I had a killer stomach ache. It hurt so bad. After that was over I was finally able to sleep, but the problem was... I couldn't sleep. I was up and down all night long. Then when I finally DID get to sleep... it was 12:20 and my alarm goes off at 12:30. Go figure. I hit snooze 3 or 4 times each morning I work. So I don't actually get up until 1am, but even so, it was the same situation. I couldn't get comfortable at all between me hitting snooze until the very last one.. which again, was 10 minutes before I had to REALLY get up. So needless to say my night was Hell. So now I'm at work and it's 0337 and I feel like shit. I feel like I'm going to get sick and I hate that feeling. I just want to go home, puke my brains out and sleep all day long. Problem is... I work tomorrow morning. So if I sleep all day today, then I will have another sleepless night tonight. Sucks... But after tomorrow I'm off til Thursday. Looking forward to it already. I feel like I'm dying...
Oh, and since I'm moving back to Florida in two weeks... Surprise!... I might as well tell you what I've been avoiding to publicly post. I'm pregnant!... Surprise again! Lol. Which would explain me wanting to puke my brains out and sleep all the time. So yeah. Shane and I are moving into an apartment two miles from the beach... awesome! Can't wait til summer! Haha. But yeah, it's us and the baby.. as soon as it gets here. I still have a while. We've had plans to get married and have a baby... but it just came out of order and too far ahead of time. So, we're getting married soon after we get back to Jax. Something really small. Prob just our rents. I hate being the center of attention. I don't want a big wedding. The reception, I don't care... Mom is getting all excited. She wants to plan out the reception and the baby shower. Asking me what colors I want for my cake and stuff. She's working at Hobby Lobby now and she's thrilled that she can buy baby shower and wedding things discounted. Haha.
I'm gunna hate the baby shower bc I'm gunna be the center of attention again. I told Mom we should just have them send us stuff and I'll open it on live web cam. It'd be easier on me. Haha. But she said I'll get over it... we'll see. I told her it better be at our house too. Because I'm not much of a social person. Not only do I not want a Baby Shower and all, but I'm gunna have to stay til the end bc it's appropriate. So I told Mom she better have it at her house so I don't feel so out of place sitting around waiting for everyone to go home. Lol. It sounds mean I know, but I can't stand being the center of attention like that. You just don't get it. I've always been shy, and I've gotten over a lot of it, but I'm still not cured. Anyways, yeah. That's the news. Moving back to Jacksonville, a wedding and a baby. That's a lot to learn at once if you knew nothing. Lol. I'm happy about it all. I'm excited. I'm not going to be happy about the midnight wake up calls for feeding... but it's worth it. I'm hoping for a girl... Shane wants a boy, of course. So does his Dad. He'll call all the time, “So, how's my grandson doing?” Lol. I get emails from Mom, “Want me to knit some booties? What color do you want? Yellow? Green? Pink and Blue together to play it safe?” Lol. Poor Mom. She's doing more work than I am. I asked her where she's sending me on my honeymoon. She said the utility room. Haha. I'm like “Thanks Mom! 'Congrats on the Wedding, NOW FIX MY WASHER!' ” She's excited. So that's kewl.
0518. Still nauseated off and on. Still tired, but it's surprisingly not getting the best of me... *knock on wood*
0604. I never did knock on wood. Maybe that's why it's starting to get the best of me... ugh. Please... don't let me get sick. It's the last thing I need right now but I feel it coming. Yuck.. I hate when I get like this is bc I try to sit very still and to control my breathing. I guess I feel like it will help... but maybe not. I want to go home... ugh. Four more hours. *whine* Good thing Shane will be up in a few minutes. I'll be able to call and talk to someone.
So much for not getting sick... well maybe I'll feel better now. I'm awake, that's for sure. I want some crème soda... lol. I'm sad aren't I? 0625... Shane's alarm will be going off in five minutes. So I'll call him in ten. Wanna know something else I'm tired of? Being hot then cold... I wish I could just keep my jacket on. I'm full of complaints this morning, aren't I? O well, if you want to stop reading you can. If not, then don't blame me.
0703. Three more hours. 0720. It's getting there. 0730. Two and a half... 0803. Two hours... 0858... one more hour. Putting up the lappy top. See ya.
November 24 (mon) – 0200-1000 (2:00am-10:00am)
November 27 (thur) – 1530-0200 (3:30pm-2:00am)
November 28 (fri) – 1700-0200 (5:00pm-2:00am)
November 29 (sat) – 1700-0200 (5:00pm-2:00am)
November 30 (sun) – 1600-0200 (4:00pm-2:00am)
December 3 (wed) – 0200-1400 (2:00am-2:00pm)
December 4 (thur) – 1000-1800 (10:00am-2:00pm)
December 5 (fri) – 1000-1800 (10:00am-2:00pm)
I don't ever want to hear you complain about your hours again. Period. And last night... sucked ass. I tried so hard to sleep but I couldn't until 8:30ish bc I had a killer stomach ache. It hurt so bad. After that was over I was finally able to sleep, but the problem was... I couldn't sleep. I was up and down all night long. Then when I finally DID get to sleep... it was 12:20 and my alarm goes off at 12:30. Go figure. I hit snooze 3 or 4 times each morning I work. So I don't actually get up until 1am, but even so, it was the same situation. I couldn't get comfortable at all between me hitting snooze until the very last one.. which again, was 10 minutes before I had to REALLY get up. So needless to say my night was Hell. So now I'm at work and it's 0337 and I feel like shit. I feel like I'm going to get sick and I hate that feeling. I just want to go home, puke my brains out and sleep all day long. Problem is... I work tomorrow morning. So if I sleep all day today, then I will have another sleepless night tonight. Sucks... But after tomorrow I'm off til Thursday. Looking forward to it already. I feel like I'm dying...
Oh, and since I'm moving back to Florida in two weeks... Surprise!... I might as well tell you what I've been avoiding to publicly post. I'm pregnant!... Surprise again! Lol. Which would explain me wanting to puke my brains out and sleep all the time. So yeah. Shane and I are moving into an apartment two miles from the beach... awesome! Can't wait til summer! Haha. But yeah, it's us and the baby.. as soon as it gets here. I still have a while. We've had plans to get married and have a baby... but it just came out of order and too far ahead of time. So, we're getting married soon after we get back to Jax. Something really small. Prob just our rents. I hate being the center of attention. I don't want a big wedding. The reception, I don't care... Mom is getting all excited. She wants to plan out the reception and the baby shower. Asking me what colors I want for my cake and stuff. She's working at Hobby Lobby now and she's thrilled that she can buy baby shower and wedding things discounted. Haha.
I'm gunna hate the baby shower bc I'm gunna be the center of attention again. I told Mom we should just have them send us stuff and I'll open it on live web cam. It'd be easier on me. Haha. But she said I'll get over it... we'll see. I told her it better be at our house too. Because I'm not much of a social person. Not only do I not want a Baby Shower and all, but I'm gunna have to stay til the end bc it's appropriate. So I told Mom she better have it at her house so I don't feel so out of place sitting around waiting for everyone to go home. Lol. It sounds mean I know, but I can't stand being the center of attention like that. You just don't get it. I've always been shy, and I've gotten over a lot of it, but I'm still not cured. Anyways, yeah. That's the news. Moving back to Jacksonville, a wedding and a baby. That's a lot to learn at once if you knew nothing. Lol. I'm happy about it all. I'm excited. I'm not going to be happy about the midnight wake up calls for feeding... but it's worth it. I'm hoping for a girl... Shane wants a boy, of course. So does his Dad. He'll call all the time, “So, how's my grandson doing?” Lol. I get emails from Mom, “Want me to knit some booties? What color do you want? Yellow? Green? Pink and Blue together to play it safe?” Lol. Poor Mom. She's doing more work than I am. I asked her where she's sending me on my honeymoon. She said the utility room. Haha. I'm like “Thanks Mom! 'Congrats on the Wedding, NOW FIX MY WASHER!' ” She's excited. So that's kewl.
0518. Still nauseated off and on. Still tired, but it's surprisingly not getting the best of me... *knock on wood*
0604. I never did knock on wood. Maybe that's why it's starting to get the best of me... ugh. Please... don't let me get sick. It's the last thing I need right now but I feel it coming. Yuck.. I hate when I get like this is bc I try to sit very still and to control my breathing. I guess I feel like it will help... but maybe not. I want to go home... ugh. Four more hours. *whine* Good thing Shane will be up in a few minutes. I'll be able to call and talk to someone.
So much for not getting sick... well maybe I'll feel better now. I'm awake, that's for sure. I want some crème soda... lol. I'm sad aren't I? 0625... Shane's alarm will be going off in five minutes. So I'll call him in ten. Wanna know something else I'm tired of? Being hot then cold... I wish I could just keep my jacket on. I'm full of complaints this morning, aren't I? O well, if you want to stop reading you can. If not, then don't blame me.
0703. Three more hours. 0720. It's getting there. 0730. Two and a half... 0803. Two hours... 0858... one more hour. Putting up the lappy top. See ya.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
I'm actually on time... with the blog post anyways
Hey again. Welcome, again, to my usual work morning ritual... Where ranting is a pleasure. On todays agenda we've got no trucks, two employees, heavy rain, and one hell of a long night in store for me. Weekends at this place are the worst unlike retail, where weekends are the busy days. I can see this weekend, or at least today, going bad for me. I woke up at 1:45 only to find that when Shane set my alarm for 12:30 he apparently forgot the importance of the AM and PM part of time. It's there for a reason... I'm starting to think that the world would do better in army time. It may take a while for people with learning disabilities to catch on, but that's probably why most of them don't work anyways. And with time being their issue the only thing they'd have to worry about missing is their daily episode of Reading Rainbow. But I'm sure PBS wouldn't mind giving a double showing for the special ones... one in the morning, and one in the evening... just in case ;) You can call me cruel, I'll only disagree.
So here I am, lonely me, in the Guard House at 0241 with nothing to do but rant my heart out with what little vocabulary I have left... moving to South Carolina really takes it from you. You can think Larry the Cable Guy and Jeff Foxworthy define redneck all you want... just wait til you meet some of the people out here. You will learn the true meaning of “ghetto-rig” as you follow the head of the last person who yelled “Holy Shit!” It gets interesting. In the south Duct tape is a necessity and the brain is only there due to genetics... I'm still waiting for rednecks to evolve into a new brainless species.
Excuse me while I go heat up some more “Farm Rich Mini Quesadilla Slices.” I'm in the process of redefining “midnight snack.” Why do they have to make the title so elaborate? And why sell a bag of 10-12 MINI slices for 6 bucks?! Any why say on the package 10-12 slices? Why not just make it the same in every bag? Idk about you, but If I'm paying 12 bucks for two of these things, and one bag has 10 and the other 12, I'm going to back for a refund and a game of Deal or No Deal in the frozen foods section. Oh, and to the genius behind the spork... while you were busy mutating America's fork, you could have at least gone a step ahead and added a few rivets to the side for it to be used as a knife as well. It would make my 2am Mini Quesadilla eating a bit more enjoyable.
0311. I'm at the bottom of my Mt Dew and I've eaten 5 mini quesadilla slices total this morning with one remaining at my side on my napkin/plate. Last year at this time I could have eaten the entire bag and still have room, now... it's more like, take a few bites of one and feel full, but it's yummy so let's shove down four more... I'm slowly finishing number six over here... no thanks to my spork which I gave up on 20 minutes ago.
0324. Still sitting here, with my head in my hands trying to come up with another rant to entertain you only to realize I've gone temporarily brain dead. Looking around the room at things to criticize. Altec Lansing, Hard Drive, Pager... aren't those just a little bit out of date? Touch lamp, phones, CB radio, scrap paper, 401K meeting next month... sounds fun. Is someone bringing donuts? Newspaper... there might be something interesting in there. Lol, a headline saying “Suspect shoots girlfriend, self.” Uhm, what does that mean? He shot his girlfriend himself, he shot her AND himself. No idea. “Crime in the County.” Now THAT'S a big surprise. If you randomly get the urge to want to shoot someone, hold up a store, break into a car, or even rob a bank you aren't going to be like, “hmm, what county do you want to do it in? This one has a low crime rate, so let's go to the next one over...” Yeah.. no. Haha, okay. True statement... The title of this section, “Ask a Doc.” The question, “One of my knees has a stabbing pain on twisting it. Is this normal?” *blank stare* Is the PAIN normal, yes. My advice... stop twisting it. Wow, just wow. Next headline. “Unique Hell Hole project will mix fun and work” ...and we wonder why the world is the way it is. Just a little taste of the South.
0353. Almost two hours have gone by, and I've still got six more to go... It's hasn't really been all that bad this morning. I'm not killing myself to stay awake, but then again I did manage to down 6 quesadilla slices despite my stomaches wishes. And here comes the rain. It's picking up bad... there's a thunderstorm warning.. duh. There's also a tornado warning til 6am. They said the thunderstorm warning was only until 3am... good job guys. But it's 0400 now and its worse than it was. Don't you just love the weather forecasts? They tell you the weather an hour before it happens (and even then it's not right), and if you think about it... it's already happening, it just hasn't hit your area yet. So they make themselves sound smart by giving the forecast to the people who are in the path of the storm.. isn't a forecast supposed to tell you what the weather will be a decent time in advance? All you got to do is call the person to the West of you... “hey Grandma, is it raining over there?” “nope.” Then call the person to the East of you, “hey Ma, how's the weather?” “pouring, it's heading you're way” “Thanks!” then call Grandma back... “hey Grams, got some rain heading your way.” “Is that so, Thanks Honey”... a couple hours later the weatherman makes his brilliant statement... “Rain heading towards Berkely county this afternoon...” Good job weatherman, Good job. He'd have better luck with his career doing stand up comedy in the ER. At least then he'd get money for suing the people who threw things at him for his inappropriate timing. It might even help the patients too. I mean, if you're home and throw something at the weatherman when you get frustrated all you get is a bill for a new TV. If you do it in the ER, the bill is accompanied with the joy of knowing he finally got what he deserved, so it's not all that bad. Kinda like the people who figure life in jail is worth assassinating Obama. I'm not putting in my opinion here, it's just a statement.
0418. Still sitting, still waiting, still nothing going on. The rain has let up a bit and I hear the wind howling... it's kinda creepy if you think about it. I was just reading an article in that paper about a journalist who stayed the night alone in a house that is presumably haunted on the night of Halloween. The Wampee House. According to the paper it's been said that objects were being moved or just missing entirely only to be found later at a completely different location. They say that there's an Indian Maiden who died following her husband into battle. Apparently she's been seen standing on the front steps of the house, welcoming all who “dare to come in.” They say there's also a child in a blue dress who's been seen standing in the upstairs bedroom looking out the window. As well as a pirate that wondered away from his ship in Stony Landing. Lights appear in windows, stuff like that. It's interesting. The journalist said he didn't see anything, didn't feel anything, but it was also said that he has had some experiences before, although he never mentioned what they were.
I know a few people who've said they've seen things like this, and it's creepy, bc they will be telling me about it, and someone else will walk in and join in the conversation and start describing the same thing that the other person saw. Neither of them mentioning to anyone before that they've seen what they did. It just amazes me how the possibility of something this paranormal being real... is, you know, a good possibility. When you hear two people you know, love, and trust telling stories back and forth to each other about the same child in a doorway, or the shadow of a man, the perfume of a woman, a baby crawling down a hallway... none of which you yourself has experienced, but you remember very clearly the extreme sense of paranoia you had while in that same house. You can't help but think about it. You can't help but question it. I've never been one to believe in anything like that, but after you hear the stories and remember how you felt... you kinda have to. What I just mentioned about the family in the house, was actually being told to me by my Mom and my brothers about the house we moved out of a year ago this month. And I remember feeling like a stupid little kid when I'd want to go to my bedroom down the hallway, but first I'd have to turn on a series of lights and go back and turn them off one by one as I made my way back there. And then once I was back there I'd put my back to the door or lay down on my bed and just look around. There are times I'd be sleeping and I'd just wake up and roll on my back and look around the room to see who was there. I always felt that there was something there. I hated it. I felt like a stupid little kid who was afraid of the dark. I don't mind telling the story now as I see the reasoning behind it. I was actually asked by Mom if I ever heard the toilet seat slamming down in the middle of the night... which at first I said no. But a few days later I was thinking about it and I remember nights when I would lay in bed and I'd hear the toilet seat slam. The bathroom was right across from my bedroom but I always slept facing the wall, not the door. And I remember listening for the boys footsteps, bc usually it was them getting up in the middle of the night to use the bathroom, but there were nights I never heard anything. I always thought it was just bc I dosed off and woke back up, maybe not. Apparently the janitor told Mom about this soon after we moved in. He told her it's been hard finding someone to stay in this house bc people say it's haunted and they leave. We were there for 15 years. It really does make you wonder tho.
0447. I think I'm gunna try my luck at some Spider Solitaire... 0526. Okay, so the luck part didn't turn out so well. No big deal. I'm sitting here listening to Akon right now. His Konvicted album. I've heard random songs from him, but never sat and listened to his entire album. And really, it's good. For one, you can understand what he's saying. And a lot of what he sings you can tell, or it seems, it's from personal experiences. So it's not just a bunch of jumbled words, theres a clear story in his songs that, I'm sure, many can relate to. So far there's none I can relate to, but I still like the music. He's got a nice sound to his music. I think my favorite so far in this album is “Sorry, blame it on me.” It's a song, but instead of getting caught up in the song itself and the music I was paying attention to the story in it. I like songs that grab your attention like that. (Tired of Runnin' is good too.)
0532 Drinking Dr Pepper... An Authentic Blend of 23 Flavors... What ARE the 23 flavors in Dr Pepper? I'm sure someone online has posted it somewhere. But I don't have internet right now... which is why my broke ass is typing this up in Open Office instead of Microsoft Word. Lol. I've actually got the Microsoft Office Enterprise Edition, but it won't install on this version of Vista... at least I think that's the situation. This one is running Vista Home Premium. It did install on my other laptop that's running Vista Ultimate. So that's why I think its the version of Windows that limiting it. I keep getting some sort of 1935 error. And the only information I can find online about it with my exact information is on German websites... go figure. That's my luck for ya.
Blah, well, we seem to be doing good on cash this month so maybe I can actually get a birthday gift from my brothers... It will be a little bit late, but you know how it is. I've got to mail off my car payment too actually. I forgot about that... O well. It's not due til the 21st, I've got time :)
Yesterday after Shane got home from work we were sitting on the couch looking at some pictures online and we heard someone yelling. Shane got up and opened the door. He saw Russel out there with a fishing pole and something on the end of it bending the hell out of that pole. Shane threw his shoes on and ran out the door. I followed... just a bit more slowly. Lol. Turns out Russel caught a catfish that was 10-12 pounds. We've been out there fishing for a month and have caught nothing but eels and brim. So a catfish was nice to see again. He bit Russel... but if you snagged me with a hook and willingly put your finger in my mouth I'd bite too. None the less, there was a lot of meat on that fish. He was cut and fillet on the spot. Afterwards we threw him back in the water, guts still in tact, just no skin and no meat, so he was a live fish, but he wasn't a happy fish. So I guess the turtles had a nice snack that night. So now Russel is trying that again. Leaving cut bait on the poles and leaving them in the lake over night and just checking them in the morning before he heads to work with Shane. I guess I'll find out how well it worked once I get home. We're gunna have another fish cookout next week sometime. So more fish would definitely be nice. Last time we had one, we caught two cat fish and a bass. And these were really nice sized fish. So we had Me, Russel, Shane, Sheldon, Eugine and ...I wanna say his name was Larry... it fed all of us and we still had plenty more left over. So we saved that for a second cook out we had the following week. Lol. It was a nice one. And free too.
0605... four more hours to go. Damn it... I could've worn demin today instead of these uncomfortable pants... damn it. Ugh... that's one good thing about working the weekend... jeans. Man, on the weekends we have this Guard House Cleaning Schedule book thing. And it says clean phones, dust window sills, counters and dest. What the hell is Dest? The only thing I can think of is Desk... and it wouldn't surprise me. The supervisor security guard lady here is commonly doing stuff like that, and I know she's the one who put this schedule together. But Dest? Lol, Idk. But wouldn't counters include the desktop? Who knows. Like I said... living here really takes away your vocab. And this chair Sucks!!! I wish it would lean back and not forward. It makes me constantly feel like I want to fall out. I hate it. So I have to lower the chair entirely and sit my hot laptop in my lap... when I'm already hot... bc the desk is too high with the chair this low. Geez.
0618. I'm surprised none of the guys have came out here to bug me yet. It's getting close to seven. Usually when it gets close to seven they will come out here and talk for some conversation to make the last hour go by faster. I'm getting tired... I wanna go home. I don't wanna wait another four hours til I can go home... not fair!
0631. Well two more guys just came in to relieve the two that are already here... I'm sure they're glad to see relief. But knowing that they still have 30 minutes left is killing them I'm sure. They work 12 hour shifts... they can have fun with that one... I'm good with my eight hour shifts.
0655. Called Shane, he's up on time... must be nice. Blah. Almost 0700 which means three hours left of work. Woo! The guys are leaving in five minutes, so they're happy right about now. Gr... I'm just sitting here watching the clock and it sucks.. it's creeping by, but it's always like that when you're watching the clock. Part of the reason I called Shane. It killed ten minutes for me. Awesome. That's ten minutes I don't have to worry about now. And I'm surprised I've been typing the whole morning with the exception of the few minutes I was gone for Spider Solitaire. Oh man, I forgot to bring my Rubik's cube. Dang it. I wanted to play with it. I can do them, I just need to work on re-memorizing the Algorithms. I know all but two of them. I forgot... Shame on me. Wah.
0701. I'm waiting for the door to slam and the lockers to clank. It's about that time... well it is that time, but they need to make their way out here first. Lol. I hear one of them... and there was the door... and here's the locker. They're outta here. I'm good. That was perfect timing too. Lol. The guy ran his truck through the car wash thing before he left. That's funny. I'm sure the rain cleaned it off for ya already. Haha. You ever see the sand flying across the shore of a beach on a windy hurricane day? Looks like a sort of fog drifting over the ground... well that's what the rain looked like over the roads this morning. A drifting fog. Ever see a picture of a waterfall taken with a slow shutter speed? The falling water almost looks cloudy and glowing... yeah. That was the rain I was driving through. I tried using my high beams. FAIL. I was definitely better off without those. All it did was reflect off all the rain. I'm so glad that reflectors were invented. They were the only reason I was able to make it successfully to work this morning. Lol.
Wow, it actually looks really pretty out right now. I just looked up and you've got the random tall trees coming out from behind the lower ones. The combination of the greens, browns, oranges and yellows in the leaves are so gorgeous. The tallest trees are brown and orange and swaying in the wind while the bottom ones are green and you see a few yellow leaves and even some small yellow flowers on a few of the bushes. The clouds behind them with a slight orangey-pink tint layered on top of the white clouds that are higher up and slowly moving with the wind. You can see the perfectly colored light blue sky showing behind them with the occasional bird flying across the sky. The road in front of the trees is littered with the colored leaves... God I wish I had my camera. It's like a scene in a movie. A nice park in a wealthy area that's kept up and filled with parents playing with their kids and the dogs playing catch with their owners. A couple sneaking a kiss on a park bench... teens roller blading by. Yeah, it's one of those kinda scenes.
0721. I'm gunna dust this place now... bc I've only got two and a half hours left... Sorry to interrupt the mood like that, but you know how it is. 0743. Finished.
Two hours and fifteen minutes to go. You know what I want? A crème soda... I heart crème soda. Yum. Maybe I can get Shane to go shopping for groceries with me today... but I wanna go to walmart so I can get a crème soda while I shop, but I'm sure that won't happen considering it's a Saturday and Shane hates walmart in general, let alone on a Saturday. So yeah, there goes that idea. Hm, there has got to be some where we can go for groceries that has a cold crème soda waiting for me... this is sad isn't it? Lol. I CAN'T HELP IT! I'd take a rootbeer from the vending machine... but it's diet. And I don't mind diet drinks except when it's my favorite drink. Rootbeer and crème soda.. yeah. No diet drink. Thank you!
0753. It's getting closer to 10! I'm waiting...
0754. Still waiting... for Akon to turn off. Enough is enough! I've heard you all morning long!
0755. I need a drink. Orange juice?
0756. Yup. Orange juice...
0759. Nope. Orange Pineapple juice. Does that mean its Pineapple juice that's died Orange, or that it's Orange juice AND pineapple juice. Either way it wouldn't be false advertising... just misleading advertising. Lol.
0800. Welch's since 1869. Is that the expiration date?...
0801. Refrigerate after opening... what if I'm still drinking it? Do I have to keep taking it in and out? Doesn't that waste money?
0802. Well, it's made in the USA. That explains why it's so complicated...
0803. Gum Acacia, Ester Gum... there's a lot of Gum in this drink. I hope at least it's not used Gum. Can you image what used Gum from 1869 would look like?
0804. Absorbic Acid (Vitamin C)... Acid is good for you? That's a new one.
0805. Serving size: 1 Bottle... yeah, limiting Acid intake might be a good idea.
0806. hmm. Since 1869, but the copy write date is 2006. How's that work?
0807. Best by January 4 2009. I should wait that long to drink it? That's lame. It already took them over a thousand years to make it... now I have to wait another two months. That sucks.
0808. Contains 10% juice????
0809. Wondering what the rest of it is...
0810. 100% Vitamin C... but you just said it was 10% Juice. So there's 110% drink?
0811. Pasteurized... does that mean my preacher approves it?
0812. Why doesn't the acid eat through the bottle?
0813. How do you store acid?
0814. 18:44. The juice uses Army time... does that make my drink a military experiment?
0815. Beta Carotene (color)... O.o There's experimental coloring in my drink?!
0814. Comments or Questions... uhm, YES!
Lol. Who wants to call? 1-800-340-6870. Wednesdays 9am-4pm ET. Let me know how it goes... this would be a good one for one of Shane's buddies. They like this sort of thing. Maybe I'll give em the idea. And Raye, one word. Breathe.
0837. Yeah, so some time has certainly passed. I've been sitting here rereading this blog and after that I was just sitting here starring at the screen waiting for something to jump out and say Rant About Me!!! Oops. I guess they didn't know I was looking for them. Maybe next time I'll send out a memo setting a date and time for a Rants game of hide and seek. Come to think about it... it still may not help much considering I'd still have to find them... at least I'd know they're all in the same area. Lol.
I wonder if this place used to be a school... or a park. Random thought, sorry. I just see a little building kinda thing over there and it looks like one of the buildings that usually have benches in for the baseball players to sit in while they're waiting to bat. Idk. I could be way off, but who knows. Lol.
Ooo. Po-po driving by again. I wonder if they despise being called Po-po. I can understand not wanting to be called a pig. Lol. Actually, I was looking on a friends Myspace page the other day and he had a picture up of a cop car he passed. The officers name on the side of the car was Bacon. Lol. The Pig's name is Bacon. Nice job Dan!
0847... I wanna go home!!! One hour and fifteen minutes left. Sigh.
0848... Time for a banana popcicle.
0849... It's yummy.
0850... I Hate Everything About You!
0851... Relax. It's just a song. Geez.
0852... You Hate Everything About Me!
0853... Well that's not very nice. I was only joking.
0854... I Could Be Mean, I Could Be Angry. I Could Be Just Like You.
0855... I Could Be Fake, I Could Be Stupid. I Could Be Just Like You.
0856... I Could Be Cold, I Could Be Ruthless. I Could Be Just Like You.
0857... I Could Be Weak, I Could Be Senseless. I Could Be Just Like You.
0858....I Know, I Know, I Know That You're Wounded.
0859... I Know, I Know, I Know That You'll Thank Me Later... even tho I'm trying to be mean... hehe.
0900... I'm getting off now before Boss Lady gets in. See ya guys!
So here I am, lonely me, in the Guard House at 0241 with nothing to do but rant my heart out with what little vocabulary I have left... moving to South Carolina really takes it from you. You can think Larry the Cable Guy and Jeff Foxworthy define redneck all you want... just wait til you meet some of the people out here. You will learn the true meaning of “ghetto-rig” as you follow the head of the last person who yelled “Holy Shit!” It gets interesting. In the south Duct tape is a necessity and the brain is only there due to genetics... I'm still waiting for rednecks to evolve into a new brainless species.
Excuse me while I go heat up some more “Farm Rich Mini Quesadilla Slices.” I'm in the process of redefining “midnight snack.” Why do they have to make the title so elaborate? And why sell a bag of 10-12 MINI slices for 6 bucks?! Any why say on the package 10-12 slices? Why not just make it the same in every bag? Idk about you, but If I'm paying 12 bucks for two of these things, and one bag has 10 and the other 12, I'm going to back for a refund and a game of Deal or No Deal in the frozen foods section. Oh, and to the genius behind the spork... while you were busy mutating America's fork, you could have at least gone a step ahead and added a few rivets to the side for it to be used as a knife as well. It would make my 2am Mini Quesadilla eating a bit more enjoyable.
0311. I'm at the bottom of my Mt Dew and I've eaten 5 mini quesadilla slices total this morning with one remaining at my side on my napkin/plate. Last year at this time I could have eaten the entire bag and still have room, now... it's more like, take a few bites of one and feel full, but it's yummy so let's shove down four more... I'm slowly finishing number six over here... no thanks to my spork which I gave up on 20 minutes ago.
0324. Still sitting here, with my head in my hands trying to come up with another rant to entertain you only to realize I've gone temporarily brain dead. Looking around the room at things to criticize. Altec Lansing, Hard Drive, Pager... aren't those just a little bit out of date? Touch lamp, phones, CB radio, scrap paper, 401K meeting next month... sounds fun. Is someone bringing donuts? Newspaper... there might be something interesting in there. Lol, a headline saying “Suspect shoots girlfriend, self.” Uhm, what does that mean? He shot his girlfriend himself, he shot her AND himself. No idea. “Crime in the County.” Now THAT'S a big surprise. If you randomly get the urge to want to shoot someone, hold up a store, break into a car, or even rob a bank you aren't going to be like, “hmm, what county do you want to do it in? This one has a low crime rate, so let's go to the next one over...” Yeah.. no. Haha, okay. True statement... The title of this section, “Ask a Doc.” The question, “One of my knees has a stabbing pain on twisting it. Is this normal?” *blank stare* Is the PAIN normal, yes. My advice... stop twisting it. Wow, just wow. Next headline. “Unique Hell Hole project will mix fun and work” ...and we wonder why the world is the way it is. Just a little taste of the South.
0353. Almost two hours have gone by, and I've still got six more to go... It's hasn't really been all that bad this morning. I'm not killing myself to stay awake, but then again I did manage to down 6 quesadilla slices despite my stomaches wishes. And here comes the rain. It's picking up bad... there's a thunderstorm warning.. duh. There's also a tornado warning til 6am. They said the thunderstorm warning was only until 3am... good job guys. But it's 0400 now and its worse than it was. Don't you just love the weather forecasts? They tell you the weather an hour before it happens (and even then it's not right), and if you think about it... it's already happening, it just hasn't hit your area yet. So they make themselves sound smart by giving the forecast to the people who are in the path of the storm.. isn't a forecast supposed to tell you what the weather will be a decent time in advance? All you got to do is call the person to the West of you... “hey Grandma, is it raining over there?” “nope.” Then call the person to the East of you, “hey Ma, how's the weather?” “pouring, it's heading you're way” “Thanks!” then call Grandma back... “hey Grams, got some rain heading your way.” “Is that so, Thanks Honey”... a couple hours later the weatherman makes his brilliant statement... “Rain heading towards Berkely county this afternoon...” Good job weatherman, Good job. He'd have better luck with his career doing stand up comedy in the ER. At least then he'd get money for suing the people who threw things at him for his inappropriate timing. It might even help the patients too. I mean, if you're home and throw something at the weatherman when you get frustrated all you get is a bill for a new TV. If you do it in the ER, the bill is accompanied with the joy of knowing he finally got what he deserved, so it's not all that bad. Kinda like the people who figure life in jail is worth assassinating Obama. I'm not putting in my opinion here, it's just a statement.
0418. Still sitting, still waiting, still nothing going on. The rain has let up a bit and I hear the wind howling... it's kinda creepy if you think about it. I was just reading an article in that paper about a journalist who stayed the night alone in a house that is presumably haunted on the night of Halloween. The Wampee House. According to the paper it's been said that objects were being moved or just missing entirely only to be found later at a completely different location. They say that there's an Indian Maiden who died following her husband into battle. Apparently she's been seen standing on the front steps of the house, welcoming all who “dare to come in.” They say there's also a child in a blue dress who's been seen standing in the upstairs bedroom looking out the window. As well as a pirate that wondered away from his ship in Stony Landing. Lights appear in windows, stuff like that. It's interesting. The journalist said he didn't see anything, didn't feel anything, but it was also said that he has had some experiences before, although he never mentioned what they were.
I know a few people who've said they've seen things like this, and it's creepy, bc they will be telling me about it, and someone else will walk in and join in the conversation and start describing the same thing that the other person saw. Neither of them mentioning to anyone before that they've seen what they did. It just amazes me how the possibility of something this paranormal being real... is, you know, a good possibility. When you hear two people you know, love, and trust telling stories back and forth to each other about the same child in a doorway, or the shadow of a man, the perfume of a woman, a baby crawling down a hallway... none of which you yourself has experienced, but you remember very clearly the extreme sense of paranoia you had while in that same house. You can't help but think about it. You can't help but question it. I've never been one to believe in anything like that, but after you hear the stories and remember how you felt... you kinda have to. What I just mentioned about the family in the house, was actually being told to me by my Mom and my brothers about the house we moved out of a year ago this month. And I remember feeling like a stupid little kid when I'd want to go to my bedroom down the hallway, but first I'd have to turn on a series of lights and go back and turn them off one by one as I made my way back there. And then once I was back there I'd put my back to the door or lay down on my bed and just look around. There are times I'd be sleeping and I'd just wake up and roll on my back and look around the room to see who was there. I always felt that there was something there. I hated it. I felt like a stupid little kid who was afraid of the dark. I don't mind telling the story now as I see the reasoning behind it. I was actually asked by Mom if I ever heard the toilet seat slamming down in the middle of the night... which at first I said no. But a few days later I was thinking about it and I remember nights when I would lay in bed and I'd hear the toilet seat slam. The bathroom was right across from my bedroom but I always slept facing the wall, not the door. And I remember listening for the boys footsteps, bc usually it was them getting up in the middle of the night to use the bathroom, but there were nights I never heard anything. I always thought it was just bc I dosed off and woke back up, maybe not. Apparently the janitor told Mom about this soon after we moved in. He told her it's been hard finding someone to stay in this house bc people say it's haunted and they leave. We were there for 15 years. It really does make you wonder tho.
0447. I think I'm gunna try my luck at some Spider Solitaire... 0526. Okay, so the luck part didn't turn out so well. No big deal. I'm sitting here listening to Akon right now. His Konvicted album. I've heard random songs from him, but never sat and listened to his entire album. And really, it's good. For one, you can understand what he's saying. And a lot of what he sings you can tell, or it seems, it's from personal experiences. So it's not just a bunch of jumbled words, theres a clear story in his songs that, I'm sure, many can relate to. So far there's none I can relate to, but I still like the music. He's got a nice sound to his music. I think my favorite so far in this album is “Sorry, blame it on me.” It's a song, but instead of getting caught up in the song itself and the music I was paying attention to the story in it. I like songs that grab your attention like that. (Tired of Runnin' is good too.)
0532 Drinking Dr Pepper... An Authentic Blend of 23 Flavors... What ARE the 23 flavors in Dr Pepper? I'm sure someone online has posted it somewhere. But I don't have internet right now... which is why my broke ass is typing this up in Open Office instead of Microsoft Word. Lol. I've actually got the Microsoft Office Enterprise Edition, but it won't install on this version of Vista... at least I think that's the situation. This one is running Vista Home Premium. It did install on my other laptop that's running Vista Ultimate. So that's why I think its the version of Windows that limiting it. I keep getting some sort of 1935 error. And the only information I can find online about it with my exact information is on German websites... go figure. That's my luck for ya.
Blah, well, we seem to be doing good on cash this month so maybe I can actually get a birthday gift from my brothers... It will be a little bit late, but you know how it is. I've got to mail off my car payment too actually. I forgot about that... O well. It's not due til the 21st, I've got time :)
Yesterday after Shane got home from work we were sitting on the couch looking at some pictures online and we heard someone yelling. Shane got up and opened the door. He saw Russel out there with a fishing pole and something on the end of it bending the hell out of that pole. Shane threw his shoes on and ran out the door. I followed... just a bit more slowly. Lol. Turns out Russel caught a catfish that was 10-12 pounds. We've been out there fishing for a month and have caught nothing but eels and brim. So a catfish was nice to see again. He bit Russel... but if you snagged me with a hook and willingly put your finger in my mouth I'd bite too. None the less, there was a lot of meat on that fish. He was cut and fillet on the spot. Afterwards we threw him back in the water, guts still in tact, just no skin and no meat, so he was a live fish, but he wasn't a happy fish. So I guess the turtles had a nice snack that night. So now Russel is trying that again. Leaving cut bait on the poles and leaving them in the lake over night and just checking them in the morning before he heads to work with Shane. I guess I'll find out how well it worked once I get home. We're gunna have another fish cookout next week sometime. So more fish would definitely be nice. Last time we had one, we caught two cat fish and a bass. And these were really nice sized fish. So we had Me, Russel, Shane, Sheldon, Eugine and ...I wanna say his name was Larry... it fed all of us and we still had plenty more left over. So we saved that for a second cook out we had the following week. Lol. It was a nice one. And free too.
0605... four more hours to go. Damn it... I could've worn demin today instead of these uncomfortable pants... damn it. Ugh... that's one good thing about working the weekend... jeans. Man, on the weekends we have this Guard House Cleaning Schedule book thing. And it says clean phones, dust window sills, counters and dest. What the hell is Dest? The only thing I can think of is Desk... and it wouldn't surprise me. The supervisor security guard lady here is commonly doing stuff like that, and I know she's the one who put this schedule together. But Dest? Lol, Idk. But wouldn't counters include the desktop? Who knows. Like I said... living here really takes away your vocab. And this chair Sucks!!! I wish it would lean back and not forward. It makes me constantly feel like I want to fall out. I hate it. So I have to lower the chair entirely and sit my hot laptop in my lap... when I'm already hot... bc the desk is too high with the chair this low. Geez.
0618. I'm surprised none of the guys have came out here to bug me yet. It's getting close to seven. Usually when it gets close to seven they will come out here and talk for some conversation to make the last hour go by faster. I'm getting tired... I wanna go home. I don't wanna wait another four hours til I can go home... not fair!
0631. Well two more guys just came in to relieve the two that are already here... I'm sure they're glad to see relief. But knowing that they still have 30 minutes left is killing them I'm sure. They work 12 hour shifts... they can have fun with that one... I'm good with my eight hour shifts.
0655. Called Shane, he's up on time... must be nice. Blah. Almost 0700 which means three hours left of work. Woo! The guys are leaving in five minutes, so they're happy right about now. Gr... I'm just sitting here watching the clock and it sucks.. it's creeping by, but it's always like that when you're watching the clock. Part of the reason I called Shane. It killed ten minutes for me. Awesome. That's ten minutes I don't have to worry about now. And I'm surprised I've been typing the whole morning with the exception of the few minutes I was gone for Spider Solitaire. Oh man, I forgot to bring my Rubik's cube. Dang it. I wanted to play with it. I can do them, I just need to work on re-memorizing the Algorithms. I know all but two of them. I forgot... Shame on me. Wah.
0701. I'm waiting for the door to slam and the lockers to clank. It's about that time... well it is that time, but they need to make their way out here first. Lol. I hear one of them... and there was the door... and here's the locker. They're outta here. I'm good. That was perfect timing too. Lol. The guy ran his truck through the car wash thing before he left. That's funny. I'm sure the rain cleaned it off for ya already. Haha. You ever see the sand flying across the shore of a beach on a windy hurricane day? Looks like a sort of fog drifting over the ground... well that's what the rain looked like over the roads this morning. A drifting fog. Ever see a picture of a waterfall taken with a slow shutter speed? The falling water almost looks cloudy and glowing... yeah. That was the rain I was driving through. I tried using my high beams. FAIL. I was definitely better off without those. All it did was reflect off all the rain. I'm so glad that reflectors were invented. They were the only reason I was able to make it successfully to work this morning. Lol.
Wow, it actually looks really pretty out right now. I just looked up and you've got the random tall trees coming out from behind the lower ones. The combination of the greens, browns, oranges and yellows in the leaves are so gorgeous. The tallest trees are brown and orange and swaying in the wind while the bottom ones are green and you see a few yellow leaves and even some small yellow flowers on a few of the bushes. The clouds behind them with a slight orangey-pink tint layered on top of the white clouds that are higher up and slowly moving with the wind. You can see the perfectly colored light blue sky showing behind them with the occasional bird flying across the sky. The road in front of the trees is littered with the colored leaves... God I wish I had my camera. It's like a scene in a movie. A nice park in a wealthy area that's kept up and filled with parents playing with their kids and the dogs playing catch with their owners. A couple sneaking a kiss on a park bench... teens roller blading by. Yeah, it's one of those kinda scenes.
0721. I'm gunna dust this place now... bc I've only got two and a half hours left... Sorry to interrupt the mood like that, but you know how it is. 0743. Finished.
Two hours and fifteen minutes to go. You know what I want? A crème soda... I heart crème soda. Yum. Maybe I can get Shane to go shopping for groceries with me today... but I wanna go to walmart so I can get a crème soda while I shop, but I'm sure that won't happen considering it's a Saturday and Shane hates walmart in general, let alone on a Saturday. So yeah, there goes that idea. Hm, there has got to be some where we can go for groceries that has a cold crème soda waiting for me... this is sad isn't it? Lol. I CAN'T HELP IT! I'd take a rootbeer from the vending machine... but it's diet. And I don't mind diet drinks except when it's my favorite drink. Rootbeer and crème soda.. yeah. No diet drink. Thank you!
0753. It's getting closer to 10! I'm waiting...
0754. Still waiting... for Akon to turn off. Enough is enough! I've heard you all morning long!
0755. I need a drink. Orange juice?
0756. Yup. Orange juice...
0759. Nope. Orange Pineapple juice. Does that mean its Pineapple juice that's died Orange, or that it's Orange juice AND pineapple juice. Either way it wouldn't be false advertising... just misleading advertising. Lol.
0800. Welch's since 1869. Is that the expiration date?...
0801. Refrigerate after opening... what if I'm still drinking it? Do I have to keep taking it in and out? Doesn't that waste money?
0802. Well, it's made in the USA. That explains why it's so complicated...
0803. Gum Acacia, Ester Gum... there's a lot of Gum in this drink. I hope at least it's not used Gum. Can you image what used Gum from 1869 would look like?
0804. Absorbic Acid (Vitamin C)... Acid is good for you? That's a new one.
0805. Serving size: 1 Bottle... yeah, limiting Acid intake might be a good idea.
0806. hmm. Since 1869, but the copy write date is 2006. How's that work?
0807. Best by January 4 2009. I should wait that long to drink it? That's lame. It already took them over a thousand years to make it... now I have to wait another two months. That sucks.
0808. Contains 10% juice????
0809. Wondering what the rest of it is...
0810. 100% Vitamin C... but you just said it was 10% Juice. So there's 110% drink?
0811. Pasteurized... does that mean my preacher approves it?
0812. Why doesn't the acid eat through the bottle?
0813. How do you store acid?
0814. 18:44. The juice uses Army time... does that make my drink a military experiment?
0815. Beta Carotene (color)... O.o There's experimental coloring in my drink?!
0814. Comments or Questions... uhm, YES!
Lol. Who wants to call? 1-800-340-6870. Wednesdays 9am-4pm ET. Let me know how it goes... this would be a good one for one of Shane's buddies. They like this sort of thing. Maybe I'll give em the idea. And Raye, one word. Breathe.
0837. Yeah, so some time has certainly passed. I've been sitting here rereading this blog and after that I was just sitting here starring at the screen waiting for something to jump out and say Rant About Me!!! Oops. I guess they didn't know I was looking for them. Maybe next time I'll send out a memo setting a date and time for a Rants game of hide and seek. Come to think about it... it still may not help much considering I'd still have to find them... at least I'd know they're all in the same area. Lol.
I wonder if this place used to be a school... or a park. Random thought, sorry. I just see a little building kinda thing over there and it looks like one of the buildings that usually have benches in for the baseball players to sit in while they're waiting to bat. Idk. I could be way off, but who knows. Lol.
Ooo. Po-po driving by again. I wonder if they despise being called Po-po. I can understand not wanting to be called a pig. Lol. Actually, I was looking on a friends Myspace page the other day and he had a picture up of a cop car he passed. The officers name on the side of the car was Bacon. Lol. The Pig's name is Bacon. Nice job Dan!
0847... I wanna go home!!! One hour and fifteen minutes left. Sigh.
0848... Time for a banana popcicle.
0849... It's yummy.
0850... I Hate Everything About You!
0851... Relax. It's just a song. Geez.
0852... You Hate Everything About Me!
0853... Well that's not very nice. I was only joking.
0854... I Could Be Mean, I Could Be Angry. I Could Be Just Like You.
0855... I Could Be Fake, I Could Be Stupid. I Could Be Just Like You.
0856... I Could Be Cold, I Could Be Ruthless. I Could Be Just Like You.
0857... I Could Be Weak, I Could Be Senseless. I Could Be Just Like You.
0858....I Know, I Know, I Know That You're Wounded.
0859... I Know, I Know, I Know That You'll Thank Me Later... even tho I'm trying to be mean... hehe.
0900... I'm getting off now before Boss Lady gets in. See ya guys!
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Another day at work
Well it's another day at work right now. 0256 and I'm listening to my music and playing Spider Solitaire and... stuff. I don't remember what else.. if there was anything else. I don't have anything exciting to work on right now. It's kind of a bummer actually. I want to Photoshop something or make something in Swish but there are no ideas coming my way so no hope there.
Oh man, this morning was hell. I mean, it wasn't really bad, but it gave me the impression that my whole day was gunna cave in on me. Before I went to bed last night I asked Shane to make some more tea bc there was only a little Kool-aid that was left and I knew with Shane being up and CJ staying over that it would be gone in the morning... which isn't a big deal. I just asked him to make some before he went to sleep. I was drugged and was already slurring my words by that time... sleeping pill. Lol. So when I got up this morning and went to get something to drink I went for a cup and there weren't any. So I had to hunt them up, in the computer room of course. Then I had to wash them, then I went to actually pour a drink.. and there was nothing. Meanwhile my mouth is dry as hell and I'm already irritated. So I make some Kool-aid and after a couple minutes of cup hunting and stirring I finally have a hot drink. Then I went to go get on the laptop. Well, even that couldn't go right. No wireless. Shane had all that unhooked and I had to drop the cord back behind the desk, run it through the little whole in the wall and plug it in to his computer, only to realize that cord was already plugged in. The cord I had went somewhere else. So I had to take it back OUT of the wall, and plug it into the router, and switched cords around trying to figure out what it was... it was a mess. All I wanted to do was check to see if Mom emailed me. That's it. In the end I had to leave in three minutes. By that time it was 0127. So I just packed up the comp and went to give Shane a kiss... well even that couldn't be quick. He yanked me down... didn't mean too, but he was stretching and hugging me at the same time. Then he gave me a kiss... with morning breath. Uck. And then I went to leave and he tugged me BACK down to give me another stinky kiss. Lol. Now on a normal morning I wouldn't mind, but by that point I was pissed all to hell and all I wanted to do was leave. Just slap him hard enough to make me feel better, and leave. But I didn't. I contained myself. Lol. I think I'm starting to feel a little better considering I'm Lol-ing. Haha.
Right now it's 0310 and with it being a Saturday... and not only that, it's a Saturday that the plant is closed down... So there REALLY isn't going to be anything to do. It's bad enough on a normal day, not to mention a weekend. PLUS the plants shut down. I better be prepared... that's all I got to say. And she finally put up the schedule... but not all of it. She stopped on the 26th bc she doesn't know what's going on with Thanksgiving. One thing about this job, is you don't get a holiday off unless your day off just so happens to land on one. So looks like I'm back to two days a week again. I work the 15th and 16th witch is a weekend... yay. And then I work the 23rd and 24th which is a Sunday and Monday. Oh well.
Oh, and Shane changed the oil in my car for me yesterday... and he was only going to put 4 quarts in. He's like, well you only bought a 4 quart container last time. Uhm, no. Lol. It's 5 quarts, and not only that I don't think they even sell a single 4 quart container of oil. I think it's just 5 and 10 quarts... and the single ones, but you know what I mean. So genius was gunna have me drive to Florida while I'm low on oil. Good job. This is why I do my own oil changes... I know it's done right. I guess it's a good thing I'm skeptical of him sometimes. This one had a possibility of ending badly. Lol. Especially with me not having a cell anymore and another condition you guys don't know about yet. Which brings me to another topic... Shane's Mom would not STOP CALLING last night. She knew I was sleeping and had to be at work at 2am... why called 20 times? I'm serious. I can understand being worried about CJ but how many times do you have to call and ask if he's eaten yet? He's YOUR kid and you bring him to my house at 8 o clock and tell me to make sure I feed him? Why didn't you feed him? Lol. Don't get me wrong, I don't mind. It would have been easier if I had leftovers from that nights dinner instead of having to cook him a new one. But you know how it goes. Lol. I just couldn't believe how many times she had to call. Did you eat yet? Don't leave your clothes in Florida! Make sure they drive safe, there's precious cargo aboard! OMFG. Let me SLEEP! And if we didn't answer the phone... she'd just call back. All night long. We ended up unplugging the phone. And not long after that Shane got on some game on the computer and it was blaring. I had to SCREAM his name for him to hear me. And his response... Oh, I didn't know it was that loud... *blank look* You're kidding right? I already closed my door and barricaded it with pillows, hid under the covers and put three pillows on my head... I still heard that damn thing. They could whisper and I could hear them. Of course I could hear that damn game blaring. Ugh... so yeah. Things have just been going great for me. Can't ya tell?
I'm getting irritated thinking about all the shit I've been thru in the past couple hours. Lol. Seven hours of hell. Nice. And the thing is, that Seroquil I took to put me to sleep... yeah, it's still working. So I have to struggle to stay up and entertain myself on this laptop without any internet. I don't HAVE to have internet to be entertained on a computer, but it sure is nice once you run out of things to do on it WITHOUT internet. There's also the small fact that I do this EVERYTIME I work... so the little games get boring after a while. At least I remembered to bring my external today. I think if I didn't have any music going then I'd be fucked in terms of staying awake. I'm not sure if I'm going to drive to Florida or if I'm gunna have Shane do it. Depends on how I feel once I get out of here. Hopefully it won't be too bad.
0333 TEXT!!! It doesn't look like much of a text in army time... which I'm using army time bc that's the time we have to use at work. So I'm kind of accustomed to it now. Okay I'm getting bored. Back to 3 Doors Down and Spider Solitaire...
0538... trying my damnedest to kill this stupid fly. And “damnedest” doesn't really look like a word does it? Too many suffixes on it. I think those are called suffixes. Idk. Lol. Ugh. Four hours and19 minutes until I get to go home. It's slowly getting there. Usually there's some action by now. Not this time... Well, at least 12 hours from now I'll be on the way to Mom's for dinner with Shane's entire family... almost his entire family. Not far from it anyways. We've got Me, Shane, CJ (his Brother), Robert (his Dad), Adair (Step Mom), Avery (His Sister), his Grandma (don't know her name), then of course my Mom, Dad, Steven, Nick and a surprise visit from Jon that only Shane, CJ and I know about I think. Nobody knows about it, but it's not that way on purpose. It just kinda happened that way. We just found out last night.
Anyways, 0553. That's 7 minutes away from me only having 4 hours left! Only... right. OMG I'm so tired of this stupid fly bugging me. I killed one, and then I killed something else that was flying around. It must suck to be a fly. How would you feel if everyone you came in contact with wanted you dead? Maybe I'll start being nicer to flies... OMFG. Never mind. He's dead. You got to think about it too... every way that you usually kill a fly, it isn't really quick and painless. You know they sit there and suffer until they actually die. I'll stick with being a human. I have a life span of more than three days if nothing else. But then again, even that isn't guaranteed. Four hours and thirty two minutes left here...
Oh yeah, lol. The other day when I was in the dentist office waiting to get my cleaning... blah. There was this little girl there with her parents. And I guess she kept figiting and moving or something. And the Mom said the usual mother thing “If you don't stop it I'll pull down your pants and give you a spanking.” The little girl turned around, climbed up into her Mom's lap and said “You can't do that... someone might see my butt.” She couldn't have could more than 9 so she still had that cute almost whiney sound to her voice. I thought it was hilarious.
Hehe, I'm lookin at my nice shiny car sitting in the parking lot all by it's lonesome. There's no one here but Lynnwood and Ricky. So Lynnwoods truck is the only one out there bc they car pool to work. Talk about a whole lot of nothing to do... it's dead. I had one truck all morning and even that one surprised me. That was early this morning tho. He came in at 0430. And I've got three and a half hours left before Jennifer gets here and I leave to haul my ass off to Florida. I think I'm gunna drive. I feel like driving. I need a thrill. I might scare the shit out of CJ, but I need it. Lol. Shane's use to it now so it don't bother him much anymore. I like diving in and out of traffic. Idk how to explain it, but it feels good to me. Idk if it's the skill of handling the car like that, If it's pride found in the holes I can squeeze into, or if it's just the fun in the challenge of it all. The speed, of course, is addicting, but there's more to it than that. You can go fast in a straight line and it can only be so fun. But when it's you and other cars and your flooring it and whizzing past random cars and squeezing into holes by flooring it, then breaking at just the right time, jerk the wheel to the right, cross over three lanes, only to skip three more cars and fly back to the left lane... there's a certain addiction that grabs you while you're doing that. Meanwhile, the passengers in the car are sitting there wide-eyed holding on to the “oh shit bar” with an OMG expression plastered all over their face. They are nothing but alert. It wakes you up, not just them. Haha. I Love it! I'm sure there are people out there that can relate to that one... Jon! Oh, and btw, there was a flaw in the story line up there... Mustangs don't have an “oh shit bar.” So all you can grab on to is the dash or the seat. Lol. The bird is just gunna be shit outta luck bc he ain't got nothin to grab on to. Yes, I'm bringing my bird with me to Florida. Don't ask. I'm bringing one to Florida, but I'm gunna be bringing three back. Lol. So I'm not just going to have Harley anymore, I'm going to have Harley, Flash and Boo. Don't ask. The only one I named was Harley. Lol. Flash isn't a bad name for a bird, but Boo is a little odd. Not that it matters. I'm only gunna call them “bird” anyways. Lol. 0648.
Oh, the guy that came in here this morning. The ONLY truck I had, he was kinda kewl. He was telling me that he's been to 11 countries and it hasn't cost him a dime. And that he's been to every state in the US with the exception of Hawaii, and that's only bc they haven't built a bridge yet. Lol. He was in the military for twenty something years, then he's been a truck driver for 52 years. So between the two he's been a lot of places. Haha, it must bc kinda kewl to have gone to so many places. At least I think so anyways. His name is Billy Hick. Lol. Or Hich, I can't tell with the way he wrote it. But either way it's still pronounced the same, isn't it? Ugh, I need to get some food in my stomach. Hunger pains. Haha. Oooo, do I hear a truck? Nope. Lol. Three hours left. And I'm gunna go clean this place up some. Bbs.
0738 two and a half hours to go... it's getting there. I still can't wait til I can leave. One truck all day just doesn't cut it with me. Lol. We have a little cleaning book thing for the guards on the weekend we're suppose to pick one and do it. I did three of them. Lol. I'm eating a snickers. Hopefully that will cure my hunger pains until I leave. Inside the wrapper it said “Substantialicious (sub-'stan(t)-shul-'li-shus\ (noun) The weight of something when you weigh it with your tongue.” Lol. The thing is... after this I'm gunna want a drink. Ugh. I better take a giant cup with me on the trip to Florida. This whole dehydration thing is annoying. But the top of my snickers bar looks sweet the way the chocolate is all swirly. To be honest with you I don't even want to eat it. But there's nothing else in that machine that I'll eat. And I'm tired of my stomach telling me to eat. So here I am eating a snickers that is actually making me more dehydrated. I just can't win can I? See, that's how those machines get you. They charge you 75¢ for the dry shit, knowing you've got to break a dollar to get it. So then you only have a quarter left. And then when you want to get a drink after your mouth is all dry you've got to break another dollar to get the drink that's 50¢. So then you're left with another 75¢ to spend in the machine from the second dollar you broke. Sneaky. Ever think of that? It's the same concept with the 55¢ drinks. Remember when they all used to be just a quarter? Now the only time you can find that is with the off brand drinks in front of Walmart or Foodlion.
0757 Two hours and three minutes left. Spider Solitaire! Bye.
Oh man, this morning was hell. I mean, it wasn't really bad, but it gave me the impression that my whole day was gunna cave in on me. Before I went to bed last night I asked Shane to make some more tea bc there was only a little Kool-aid that was left and I knew with Shane being up and CJ staying over that it would be gone in the morning... which isn't a big deal. I just asked him to make some before he went to sleep. I was drugged and was already slurring my words by that time... sleeping pill. Lol. So when I got up this morning and went to get something to drink I went for a cup and there weren't any. So I had to hunt them up, in the computer room of course. Then I had to wash them, then I went to actually pour a drink.. and there was nothing. Meanwhile my mouth is dry as hell and I'm already irritated. So I make some Kool-aid and after a couple minutes of cup hunting and stirring I finally have a hot drink. Then I went to go get on the laptop. Well, even that couldn't go right. No wireless. Shane had all that unhooked and I had to drop the cord back behind the desk, run it through the little whole in the wall and plug it in to his computer, only to realize that cord was already plugged in. The cord I had went somewhere else. So I had to take it back OUT of the wall, and plug it into the router, and switched cords around trying to figure out what it was... it was a mess. All I wanted to do was check to see if Mom emailed me. That's it. In the end I had to leave in three minutes. By that time it was 0127. So I just packed up the comp and went to give Shane a kiss... well even that couldn't be quick. He yanked me down... didn't mean too, but he was stretching and hugging me at the same time. Then he gave me a kiss... with morning breath. Uck. And then I went to leave and he tugged me BACK down to give me another stinky kiss. Lol. Now on a normal morning I wouldn't mind, but by that point I was pissed all to hell and all I wanted to do was leave. Just slap him hard enough to make me feel better, and leave. But I didn't. I contained myself. Lol. I think I'm starting to feel a little better considering I'm Lol-ing. Haha.
Right now it's 0310 and with it being a Saturday... and not only that, it's a Saturday that the plant is closed down... So there REALLY isn't going to be anything to do. It's bad enough on a normal day, not to mention a weekend. PLUS the plants shut down. I better be prepared... that's all I got to say. And she finally put up the schedule... but not all of it. She stopped on the 26th bc she doesn't know what's going on with Thanksgiving. One thing about this job, is you don't get a holiday off unless your day off just so happens to land on one. So looks like I'm back to two days a week again. I work the 15th and 16th witch is a weekend... yay. And then I work the 23rd and 24th which is a Sunday and Monday. Oh well.
Oh, and Shane changed the oil in my car for me yesterday... and he was only going to put 4 quarts in. He's like, well you only bought a 4 quart container last time. Uhm, no. Lol. It's 5 quarts, and not only that I don't think they even sell a single 4 quart container of oil. I think it's just 5 and 10 quarts... and the single ones, but you know what I mean. So genius was gunna have me drive to Florida while I'm low on oil. Good job. This is why I do my own oil changes... I know it's done right. I guess it's a good thing I'm skeptical of him sometimes. This one had a possibility of ending badly. Lol. Especially with me not having a cell anymore and another condition you guys don't know about yet. Which brings me to another topic... Shane's Mom would not STOP CALLING last night. She knew I was sleeping and had to be at work at 2am... why called 20 times? I'm serious. I can understand being worried about CJ but how many times do you have to call and ask if he's eaten yet? He's YOUR kid and you bring him to my house at 8 o clock and tell me to make sure I feed him? Why didn't you feed him? Lol. Don't get me wrong, I don't mind. It would have been easier if I had leftovers from that nights dinner instead of having to cook him a new one. But you know how it goes. Lol. I just couldn't believe how many times she had to call. Did you eat yet? Don't leave your clothes in Florida! Make sure they drive safe, there's precious cargo aboard! OMFG. Let me SLEEP! And if we didn't answer the phone... she'd just call back. All night long. We ended up unplugging the phone. And not long after that Shane got on some game on the computer and it was blaring. I had to SCREAM his name for him to hear me. And his response... Oh, I didn't know it was that loud... *blank look* You're kidding right? I already closed my door and barricaded it with pillows, hid under the covers and put three pillows on my head... I still heard that damn thing. They could whisper and I could hear them. Of course I could hear that damn game blaring. Ugh... so yeah. Things have just been going great for me. Can't ya tell?
I'm getting irritated thinking about all the shit I've been thru in the past couple hours. Lol. Seven hours of hell. Nice. And the thing is, that Seroquil I took to put me to sleep... yeah, it's still working. So I have to struggle to stay up and entertain myself on this laptop without any internet. I don't HAVE to have internet to be entertained on a computer, but it sure is nice once you run out of things to do on it WITHOUT internet. There's also the small fact that I do this EVERYTIME I work... so the little games get boring after a while. At least I remembered to bring my external today. I think if I didn't have any music going then I'd be fucked in terms of staying awake. I'm not sure if I'm going to drive to Florida or if I'm gunna have Shane do it. Depends on how I feel once I get out of here. Hopefully it won't be too bad.
0333 TEXT!!! It doesn't look like much of a text in army time... which I'm using army time bc that's the time we have to use at work. So I'm kind of accustomed to it now. Okay I'm getting bored. Back to 3 Doors Down and Spider Solitaire...
0538... trying my damnedest to kill this stupid fly. And “damnedest” doesn't really look like a word does it? Too many suffixes on it. I think those are called suffixes. Idk. Lol. Ugh. Four hours and19 minutes until I get to go home. It's slowly getting there. Usually there's some action by now. Not this time... Well, at least 12 hours from now I'll be on the way to Mom's for dinner with Shane's entire family... almost his entire family. Not far from it anyways. We've got Me, Shane, CJ (his Brother), Robert (his Dad), Adair (Step Mom), Avery (His Sister), his Grandma (don't know her name), then of course my Mom, Dad, Steven, Nick and a surprise visit from Jon that only Shane, CJ and I know about I think. Nobody knows about it, but it's not that way on purpose. It just kinda happened that way. We just found out last night.
Anyways, 0553. That's 7 minutes away from me only having 4 hours left! Only... right. OMG I'm so tired of this stupid fly bugging me. I killed one, and then I killed something else that was flying around. It must suck to be a fly. How would you feel if everyone you came in contact with wanted you dead? Maybe I'll start being nicer to flies... OMFG. Never mind. He's dead. You got to think about it too... every way that you usually kill a fly, it isn't really quick and painless. You know they sit there and suffer until they actually die. I'll stick with being a human. I have a life span of more than three days if nothing else. But then again, even that isn't guaranteed. Four hours and thirty two minutes left here...
Oh yeah, lol. The other day when I was in the dentist office waiting to get my cleaning... blah. There was this little girl there with her parents. And I guess she kept figiting and moving or something. And the Mom said the usual mother thing “If you don't stop it I'll pull down your pants and give you a spanking.” The little girl turned around, climbed up into her Mom's lap and said “You can't do that... someone might see my butt.” She couldn't have could more than 9 so she still had that cute almost whiney sound to her voice. I thought it was hilarious.
Hehe, I'm lookin at my nice shiny car sitting in the parking lot all by it's lonesome. There's no one here but Lynnwood and Ricky. So Lynnwoods truck is the only one out there bc they car pool to work. Talk about a whole lot of nothing to do... it's dead. I had one truck all morning and even that one surprised me. That was early this morning tho. He came in at 0430. And I've got three and a half hours left before Jennifer gets here and I leave to haul my ass off to Florida. I think I'm gunna drive. I feel like driving. I need a thrill. I might scare the shit out of CJ, but I need it. Lol. Shane's use to it now so it don't bother him much anymore. I like diving in and out of traffic. Idk how to explain it, but it feels good to me. Idk if it's the skill of handling the car like that, If it's pride found in the holes I can squeeze into, or if it's just the fun in the challenge of it all. The speed, of course, is addicting, but there's more to it than that. You can go fast in a straight line and it can only be so fun. But when it's you and other cars and your flooring it and whizzing past random cars and squeezing into holes by flooring it, then breaking at just the right time, jerk the wheel to the right, cross over three lanes, only to skip three more cars and fly back to the left lane... there's a certain addiction that grabs you while you're doing that. Meanwhile, the passengers in the car are sitting there wide-eyed holding on to the “oh shit bar” with an OMG expression plastered all over their face. They are nothing but alert. It wakes you up, not just them. Haha. I Love it! I'm sure there are people out there that can relate to that one... Jon! Oh, and btw, there was a flaw in the story line up there... Mustangs don't have an “oh shit bar.” So all you can grab on to is the dash or the seat. Lol. The bird is just gunna be shit outta luck bc he ain't got nothin to grab on to. Yes, I'm bringing my bird with me to Florida. Don't ask. I'm bringing one to Florida, but I'm gunna be bringing three back. Lol. So I'm not just going to have Harley anymore, I'm going to have Harley, Flash and Boo. Don't ask. The only one I named was Harley. Lol. Flash isn't a bad name for a bird, but Boo is a little odd. Not that it matters. I'm only gunna call them “bird” anyways. Lol. 0648.
Oh, the guy that came in here this morning. The ONLY truck I had, he was kinda kewl. He was telling me that he's been to 11 countries and it hasn't cost him a dime. And that he's been to every state in the US with the exception of Hawaii, and that's only bc they haven't built a bridge yet. Lol. He was in the military for twenty something years, then he's been a truck driver for 52 years. So between the two he's been a lot of places. Haha, it must bc kinda kewl to have gone to so many places. At least I think so anyways. His name is Billy Hick. Lol. Or Hich, I can't tell with the way he wrote it. But either way it's still pronounced the same, isn't it? Ugh, I need to get some food in my stomach. Hunger pains. Haha. Oooo, do I hear a truck? Nope. Lol. Three hours left. And I'm gunna go clean this place up some. Bbs.
0738 two and a half hours to go... it's getting there. I still can't wait til I can leave. One truck all day just doesn't cut it with me. Lol. We have a little cleaning book thing for the guards on the weekend we're suppose to pick one and do it. I did three of them. Lol. I'm eating a snickers. Hopefully that will cure my hunger pains until I leave. Inside the wrapper it said “Substantialicious (sub-'stan(t)-shul-'li-shus\ (noun) The weight of something when you weigh it with your tongue.” Lol. The thing is... after this I'm gunna want a drink. Ugh. I better take a giant cup with me on the trip to Florida. This whole dehydration thing is annoying. But the top of my snickers bar looks sweet the way the chocolate is all swirly. To be honest with you I don't even want to eat it. But there's nothing else in that machine that I'll eat. And I'm tired of my stomach telling me to eat. So here I am eating a snickers that is actually making me more dehydrated. I just can't win can I? See, that's how those machines get you. They charge you 75¢ for the dry shit, knowing you've got to break a dollar to get it. So then you only have a quarter left. And then when you want to get a drink after your mouth is all dry you've got to break another dollar to get the drink that's 50¢. So then you're left with another 75¢ to spend in the machine from the second dollar you broke. Sneaky. Ever think of that? It's the same concept with the 55¢ drinks. Remember when they all used to be just a quarter? Now the only time you can find that is with the off brand drinks in front of Walmart or Foodlion.
0757 Two hours and three minutes left. Spider Solitaire! Bye.
Friday, November 7, 2008
Boring
0310 Listening to Rihanna- I Hate That I Love You
0314 Still Listening to Rihanna- I Hate That I Love You
0315 No need to say it.
Work... Weekly Outrageous Requirements Kept
Work... Worthless Output of Rest and Kindness
Work... Wealthy Owners Requiring Kinship
They all make sense in their own way, don't you think? Blah, is it sad that my external is larger than my laptop... in terms of HD space, not the actual dimensions. Lol. Well, it's larger than this laptop (Shane's) but not larger than mine! Lol. But Shane's got the better comp in terms of capabilities so you can't complain about the HD too much. I got 34 gigs free on this one right now. And if I put my music on this one (the one thing I don't have on it) then I'll only have like 12 gigs free. Lol. So that's why I just bring my external and play it off that ;)
I went to the Dentist yesterday and got a cleaning. I've got four cavities. And I knew I had them, just didn't know I had four... or that it would cost 425 bucks to get them taken care of. Lol. And that's WITH a 140 dollar discount. I need to get health insurance... I had it at my old job. I should prob look into it. Anyways, my teeth feel weird. Lol. I never floss, so when they went in and cleaned them out completely it feels so different. It's amazing the difference just flossing makes. So I know what I'm gunna be doing now. Haha. The lady who was doing my teeth was like... you have such pretty teeth... and she was saying that the WHOLE time. Lol. So that's a compliment I'd say.
Hm, I think I hear a truck coming... maybe. You know how you move into a new house and every time someone drives by you look out the window to see if they are pulling into your driveway. But when you've been in a house for a while, it's just instinct to know when someone is driving by and is about to pull in. Well, I still haven't got that instinct here yet... I'm working on it. Haha. Jennifer was saying how you can actually feel the truck coming. Like under your feet. But I still can't relate to what she's talking about on that one. Maybe eventually.
0332 Listening to Rihanna- Unfaithful
Idk why but I have really been liking her lately. Oh! And Shane's Dumbass ruined my... thing... yesterday. Lol. I went to tell Raye something and he already told her. That's not fair! It was supposed to be my glory! Lol. Oh well. It sucks. I wanted to know her response and I can't view it bc I didn't have logging on AIM. Gr. Lol. I'm typing this is word, and “Gr” is actually in the dictionary on this thing. I was expecting it to be underlined and pissing me off, but it's not. Lol.
Oh and RAYE you never told me about what happened when you met up with Thomas that day. I don't remember what happened bc we were kinda talking about it. Okay, so we were talking about talking about it... but we never actually talked about it. So clue me in when you see me online again. Lol.
So yeah, Shane and I are heading down to Florida this weekend. We're not staying long and are schedule is kinda hectic. So, unfortunately I won't be able to see everybody. But one day I come down I'll have a party and invite everyone or something. Lol. Sound good? Maybe a Hannah Park or Jetties kinda thing. Who knows. We'll see. I'll think about it. It's gunna be a while before I can do it. And you'll find out why later, but for now I'll just leave it at that.
0347 Listening to Rihanna- SOS (Rescue Me)
I'm gunna try to find something to occupy my time... like more card games. Haha. Bbs.
0405 Staring at my desktop bc there's nothing better to do.
0406 Typing this.
0407 ...Isn't here yet.
Ha! I finally got this chair to lean backwards again! Sweet! It was stuck in a flimsy state there for a while. I used to mess with all day I was here. And I finally got it! Woo! Lol. I guess the controls only wprk when the chair is all the way down, not up. Oh well. It's working. I wish I had some pants that were more comfortable than the ones I'm wearing. That would be super nice... these are itchy. It sucks. And now I feel short as hell when I'm trying to type. My elbows are like... way below the table top. Damn it, the chair broke again. I give up. I'll bring my own next time...
0459 I feel like a rag doll.
Dang it... still no new schedule. I need to know by tomorrow. Bc tomorrow is the last day I work as far as I know. I need to find out when I come back in. That would be a nice bit of information to know, know what I'm sayin? Lol. Usually I know my schedule way in advance, but now it's only going up until the 13th. And the last day they have me scheduled for is the 8th. Working here is kinda kewl tho. I like to have a family environment where I work. And here... well let me explain this. You have Heather and Jennifer, who are sisters. You have Toni, who is Heather and Jennifer's mother. Then you have Clyde aka Fletcher, who has known the girls since they were little, and they're both in their late twenties early thirties. And then you have me... So I've literally got a family environment going on here. Lol.
I'm eating some Cracker Jacks right now. Even tho I probably shouldn't considering it's 0519 right now. But, I got them bc I was playing DDR on my laptop and I was playing it on endless mode. Which, as you might be able to tell, is a game where you don't get a break. The songs keep coming and coming. Well, I was playing for 22 minutes straight on endless mode before I got frustrated and quit bc it kept me on standard and wouldn't move me up to heavy and I was literally falling asleep as I was playing.... that's sad. So food it was! The thing is, now I need a drink... but it can wait. I already had a Mt Dew.
0525 Four and a half hours to go.
0526 I'm wanting to doze off again.
0527 It's not here yet, but I'll be playing Spider Solitaire once it does get here...
I think I only lasted about 10 minutes on Spider Solitaire before I fell asleep. This sucks. Lol. Four more hours to go. Then I get to go home... and still not sleep. Bc If I sleep then I won't be able to sleep tonight in preparation for tomorrow mornings work call. But then I leave and drive to Florida, which is a five and a half hour ride. Now... do you really think it will actually take me that long? Nah. Lol. If I leave at noon I'll probably be there by 3:30. It's not really that bad of a trip. Seems like it tho when you start off and you look at the GPS and it says you still have five hours to go... but the more you step on it, the more it decreases. It's a good feeling to see the destination time read 3:30 when it's only 3 o clock and you know even that you can cut in half... if you go 120 the whole way... which I can't. I hit the governor at 115mph. But you get the point.
0628 I just had 3 supervisors come in 3 minutes time... the poor gate just can't stay up or down. Lol.
0629 It's clear so far.
0630 Dang it, Cardinal is here... and I lost my cheat sheet. I was trying to stay ahead of him, but now I can't.
0631 Twenty-nine minutes until he asks if he can come in. Another supervisor came in.
0632 Trying to see Cardinals numbers from here. My eyes aren't that good.
0633 Still trying.
0634 Monte Carlo. Arriving for duty... wearing a bra.
0635 Still trying. I know it begins with a 2 and ends with a 654. I can't see it. Just memorized it.
0636 WBT Truck!
0637 Talking with trucker man.
0638 Supervisor came in.
0639 Another supervisor came in.
0640 Typing this bc there's nothing else that happened yet.
0641 Wishing I had binoculars.
0642 250654? But that's the trailer... what's the truck?
0643 Going deaf from the loud trucker. Sounds like Jim. JEO man. It's about time for him to get here anyways.
0644 I wanna know the truck number!!!
0645 Tod Sanford arriving for duty. And here's Robert Johnson here to check my papers. Lol. And Hindrix.
0708 Alrighty. Well it was 265654 and truck was 20813. Lol. I'll get this one day. Haha. I got it all before he came in, and that's what matters... to me anyhow. He's kewl if you can keep ahead of him. He doesn't seem to be so stuck up. But he still needs to work on that over confidence thing. Lol. Well, it's 0709 and I should probably be getting off here. So off I go. Lol. Later guys. You'll hear from me again tomorrow morning. No worries. Uck...
0314 Still Listening to Rihanna- I Hate That I Love You
0315 No need to say it.
Work... Weekly Outrageous Requirements Kept
Work... Worthless Output of Rest and Kindness
Work... Wealthy Owners Requiring Kinship
They all make sense in their own way, don't you think? Blah, is it sad that my external is larger than my laptop... in terms of HD space, not the actual dimensions. Lol. Well, it's larger than this laptop (Shane's) but not larger than mine! Lol. But Shane's got the better comp in terms of capabilities so you can't complain about the HD too much. I got 34 gigs free on this one right now. And if I put my music on this one (the one thing I don't have on it) then I'll only have like 12 gigs free. Lol. So that's why I just bring my external and play it off that ;)
I went to the Dentist yesterday and got a cleaning. I've got four cavities. And I knew I had them, just didn't know I had four... or that it would cost 425 bucks to get them taken care of. Lol. And that's WITH a 140 dollar discount. I need to get health insurance... I had it at my old job. I should prob look into it. Anyways, my teeth feel weird. Lol. I never floss, so when they went in and cleaned them out completely it feels so different. It's amazing the difference just flossing makes. So I know what I'm gunna be doing now. Haha. The lady who was doing my teeth was like... you have such pretty teeth... and she was saying that the WHOLE time. Lol. So that's a compliment I'd say.
Hm, I think I hear a truck coming... maybe. You know how you move into a new house and every time someone drives by you look out the window to see if they are pulling into your driveway. But when you've been in a house for a while, it's just instinct to know when someone is driving by and is about to pull in. Well, I still haven't got that instinct here yet... I'm working on it. Haha. Jennifer was saying how you can actually feel the truck coming. Like under your feet. But I still can't relate to what she's talking about on that one. Maybe eventually.
0332 Listening to Rihanna- Unfaithful
Idk why but I have really been liking her lately. Oh! And Shane's Dumbass ruined my... thing... yesterday. Lol. I went to tell Raye something and he already told her. That's not fair! It was supposed to be my glory! Lol. Oh well. It sucks. I wanted to know her response and I can't view it bc I didn't have logging on AIM. Gr. Lol. I'm typing this is word, and “Gr” is actually in the dictionary on this thing. I was expecting it to be underlined and pissing me off, but it's not. Lol.
Oh and RAYE you never told me about what happened when you met up with Thomas that day. I don't remember what happened bc we were kinda talking about it. Okay, so we were talking about talking about it... but we never actually talked about it. So clue me in when you see me online again. Lol.
So yeah, Shane and I are heading down to Florida this weekend. We're not staying long and are schedule is kinda hectic. So, unfortunately I won't be able to see everybody. But one day I come down I'll have a party and invite everyone or something. Lol. Sound good? Maybe a Hannah Park or Jetties kinda thing. Who knows. We'll see. I'll think about it. It's gunna be a while before I can do it. And you'll find out why later, but for now I'll just leave it at that.
0347 Listening to Rihanna- SOS (Rescue Me)
I'm gunna try to find something to occupy my time... like more card games. Haha. Bbs.
0405 Staring at my desktop bc there's nothing better to do.
0406 Typing this.
0407 ...Isn't here yet.
Ha! I finally got this chair to lean backwards again! Sweet! It was stuck in a flimsy state there for a while. I used to mess with all day I was here. And I finally got it! Woo! Lol. I guess the controls only wprk when the chair is all the way down, not up. Oh well. It's working. I wish I had some pants that were more comfortable than the ones I'm wearing. That would be super nice... these are itchy. It sucks. And now I feel short as hell when I'm trying to type. My elbows are like... way below the table top. Damn it, the chair broke again. I give up. I'll bring my own next time...
0459 I feel like a rag doll.
Dang it... still no new schedule. I need to know by tomorrow. Bc tomorrow is the last day I work as far as I know. I need to find out when I come back in. That would be a nice bit of information to know, know what I'm sayin? Lol. Usually I know my schedule way in advance, but now it's only going up until the 13th. And the last day they have me scheduled for is the 8th. Working here is kinda kewl tho. I like to have a family environment where I work. And here... well let me explain this. You have Heather and Jennifer, who are sisters. You have Toni, who is Heather and Jennifer's mother. Then you have Clyde aka Fletcher, who has known the girls since they were little, and they're both in their late twenties early thirties. And then you have me... So I've literally got a family environment going on here. Lol.
I'm eating some Cracker Jacks right now. Even tho I probably shouldn't considering it's 0519 right now. But, I got them bc I was playing DDR on my laptop and I was playing it on endless mode. Which, as you might be able to tell, is a game where you don't get a break. The songs keep coming and coming. Well, I was playing for 22 minutes straight on endless mode before I got frustrated and quit bc it kept me on standard and wouldn't move me up to heavy and I was literally falling asleep as I was playing.... that's sad. So food it was! The thing is, now I need a drink... but it can wait. I already had a Mt Dew.
0525 Four and a half hours to go.
0526 I'm wanting to doze off again.
0527 It's not here yet, but I'll be playing Spider Solitaire once it does get here...
I think I only lasted about 10 minutes on Spider Solitaire before I fell asleep. This sucks. Lol. Four more hours to go. Then I get to go home... and still not sleep. Bc If I sleep then I won't be able to sleep tonight in preparation for tomorrow mornings work call. But then I leave and drive to Florida, which is a five and a half hour ride. Now... do you really think it will actually take me that long? Nah. Lol. If I leave at noon I'll probably be there by 3:30. It's not really that bad of a trip. Seems like it tho when you start off and you look at the GPS and it says you still have five hours to go... but the more you step on it, the more it decreases. It's a good feeling to see the destination time read 3:30 when it's only 3 o clock and you know even that you can cut in half... if you go 120 the whole way... which I can't. I hit the governor at 115mph. But you get the point.
0628 I just had 3 supervisors come in 3 minutes time... the poor gate just can't stay up or down. Lol.
0629 It's clear so far.
0630 Dang it, Cardinal is here... and I lost my cheat sheet. I was trying to stay ahead of him, but now I can't.
0631 Twenty-nine minutes until he asks if he can come in. Another supervisor came in.
0632 Trying to see Cardinals numbers from here. My eyes aren't that good.
0633 Still trying.
0634 Monte Carlo. Arriving for duty... wearing a bra.
0635 Still trying. I know it begins with a 2 and ends with a 654. I can't see it. Just memorized it.
0636 WBT Truck!
0637 Talking with trucker man.
0638 Supervisor came in.
0639 Another supervisor came in.
0640 Typing this bc there's nothing else that happened yet.
0641 Wishing I had binoculars.
0642 250654? But that's the trailer... what's the truck?
0643 Going deaf from the loud trucker. Sounds like Jim. JEO man. It's about time for him to get here anyways.
0644 I wanna know the truck number!!!
0645 Tod Sanford arriving for duty. And here's Robert Johnson here to check my papers. Lol. And Hindrix.
0708 Alrighty. Well it was 265654 and truck was 20813. Lol. I'll get this one day. Haha. I got it all before he came in, and that's what matters... to me anyhow. He's kewl if you can keep ahead of him. He doesn't seem to be so stuck up. But he still needs to work on that over confidence thing. Lol. Well, it's 0709 and I should probably be getting off here. So off I go. Lol. Later guys. You'll hear from me again tomorrow morning. No worries. Uck...
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Eh...
It's 3:30am. My stomach is hurting, I feel like shit. I wanna go home and crawl back in bed... but I can't do that until later on tonight bc if I do rest then I'll never be able to sleep and get up for tomorrows 2am work call. Which I'm really not all that bad off right now... I'm just feeling like shit and it's cold.. those combinations can make you tired... or more tired in my case. I'm waiting for one of these flies to buzz in my mouth next time I yawn. There were like 6 of them in here when I got here. Idk how Fletcher can deal with it. It's insane. I can't stand them. Ugh, I need a drink. Hopefully the vendy man put something worth while in the machine this time... we'll see. Well, last time I got something out of there. I went to get Cheetos... they ended up being Cracker Jacks. So I was like alright. I'll just get a Rice Krispy treat... well that ended up being Oreos. So I didn't get anything I wanted. Then today. I went for a Mt. Dew... which I got. And a Danish Cheese thing... and I get a giant Cinnamon Roll instead. I just can't win. Maybe that's just God's way of telling me to leave the vendy thing alone. Which I'm sure there are plenty of reasons why I should. But I've also got one big reason to not give a Fuck. Lol. Some of you may know what that is. Some won't... but in time you will. I can't hide it forever. If you wanna know, ask. If I want you to know, I'll tell ya. Next...
3:51. Only had one truck this morning. It was a while ago tho. And he's usually one of the guys I talk to but we didn't talk today... and I feel kinda bad bc he's one of the guys who travel from GA to here. It feels good to have a conversation after a ride like that. But I just wasn't feeling well and didn't feel like talking... I'm sorry Ricky! Lol. He was telling me last time we were talking about how he lives out in the middle of nowhere a couple miles down this one road. He said that it's kewl bc no one bothers him, and if someone is out there then he knows they aren't suppose to be there. He was talking to a cop friend of his sayin he'd just shoot em if he see's someone on his property. Then the cop was like Man, if someone ever comes us missing we're gunna hafta dig your whole yard up. Lol. He was telliing me about that, and how he makes ground beef out the ass out there. And sausages. Something about mixing deer meat with beef to make sausage, and mixing deer meat with something else to make something else... I'm not sure. Or maybe I got it all fucked up, who knows. But it's something like that. Haha. I thought it was kinda kewl.
Well, it's 4:00am and I've already taken in about 500 calories. It'll be 610 as soon as I finish this Mt Dew... but the whole point of this is to make sure I stay up... we'll see how it works. Oh, and for those of you who ACTUALLY read this will get the heads up on when I'm coming down to Florida. Which, in this case, is this weekend. I get off work at 10:00am Saturday and Shane's off at noon. So we'll probably be leaving soon after that. Then leaving from Florida sometime Sunday I'm sure. I wish we could stay til Monday... but we can't afford for Shane to miss a day of work. That's 60 bucks, if not more. Depends. Buuuut, Shane's Dad is going to pay to have my car checked out completely while we're down there. Said he's just gunna put it on his corporate account... must be nice. Lol. He's got these kewl little gadgets. Like this telephone thing for your computer. You plug it into your comp and plug your phone up to it and you can call people all day long and receive calls for nothing. Sounds sweet, don't it? Lol. As long as you got net, you can do it. Which we do, so we can. Haha.
The one thing I'm not liking about me going back down to Florida, is the fact that everyone wants to see me, and I want to see them... but I kinda have an obligation to Shane's rents seeing as they are paying for us to come down... it's not an obligation really bc I do want to spend time with them. They are awesome people, I love em. I just think it's kinda disrespectful to have them pay for us to come down, then have me run off and do what I want with whoever. Ya know where I'm coming from? It's not right. Which there's only a few people I'd want to see anyways, but still. I can't just run off like that. One thing about Shane's parents is they have accepted me right into their family, no questions asked. Always offering to help with whatever it is they can. It's a really good feeling to know someone has your back like that. You want to do for them what they do for you, only it sucks bc you can't. Lol. Like we're so limited. And I feel like crap about a few things when it comes to financial capabilities. There was this necklace that I saw a couple months ago that I wanted to get Mom for Christmas... we kept putting it off, and now we don't have the money to do it... we didn't before but we could've made payments on it. Now we just flat out don't have the money. And it was awesome. It was perfect. I wanted it so bad. And the same with my brothers birthday... I can't do anything with that now either. It sucks. How am I suppose to tell my little brothers, “Hey, remember how I promised you I'd get you a birthday gift but it might be a week or two late? Well yeah, I can't do that now.” It sucks. Especially now, but you'll hear more about that later. Anyways, I'm gunna go drown my sorrows in Photoshop. I'll be back to write more soon enough.
Okay I lied... I'm home now. It's 5:20, I took a Seroquel 20 minutes ago so I should be nice and knocked out in about 30 minutes. I'm dehydrated as hell and I just got back from the dentist at 4. I had a cleaning... and my teeth feel funny... but good. Anyways, beddy by time for me. So I'll be up and writing again at 2am like usual. See ya Peoples!
3:51. Only had one truck this morning. It was a while ago tho. And he's usually one of the guys I talk to but we didn't talk today... and I feel kinda bad bc he's one of the guys who travel from GA to here. It feels good to have a conversation after a ride like that. But I just wasn't feeling well and didn't feel like talking... I'm sorry Ricky! Lol. He was telling me last time we were talking about how he lives out in the middle of nowhere a couple miles down this one road. He said that it's kewl bc no one bothers him, and if someone is out there then he knows they aren't suppose to be there. He was talking to a cop friend of his sayin he'd just shoot em if he see's someone on his property. Then the cop was like Man, if someone ever comes us missing we're gunna hafta dig your whole yard up. Lol. He was telliing me about that, and how he makes ground beef out the ass out there. And sausages. Something about mixing deer meat with beef to make sausage, and mixing deer meat with something else to make something else... I'm not sure. Or maybe I got it all fucked up, who knows. But it's something like that. Haha. I thought it was kinda kewl.
Well, it's 4:00am and I've already taken in about 500 calories. It'll be 610 as soon as I finish this Mt Dew... but the whole point of this is to make sure I stay up... we'll see how it works. Oh, and for those of you who ACTUALLY read this will get the heads up on when I'm coming down to Florida. Which, in this case, is this weekend. I get off work at 10:00am Saturday and Shane's off at noon. So we'll probably be leaving soon after that. Then leaving from Florida sometime Sunday I'm sure. I wish we could stay til Monday... but we can't afford for Shane to miss a day of work. That's 60 bucks, if not more. Depends. Buuuut, Shane's Dad is going to pay to have my car checked out completely while we're down there. Said he's just gunna put it on his corporate account... must be nice. Lol. He's got these kewl little gadgets. Like this telephone thing for your computer. You plug it into your comp and plug your phone up to it and you can call people all day long and receive calls for nothing. Sounds sweet, don't it? Lol. As long as you got net, you can do it. Which we do, so we can. Haha.
The one thing I'm not liking about me going back down to Florida, is the fact that everyone wants to see me, and I want to see them... but I kinda have an obligation to Shane's rents seeing as they are paying for us to come down... it's not an obligation really bc I do want to spend time with them. They are awesome people, I love em. I just think it's kinda disrespectful to have them pay for us to come down, then have me run off and do what I want with whoever. Ya know where I'm coming from? It's not right. Which there's only a few people I'd want to see anyways, but still. I can't just run off like that. One thing about Shane's parents is they have accepted me right into their family, no questions asked. Always offering to help with whatever it is they can. It's a really good feeling to know someone has your back like that. You want to do for them what they do for you, only it sucks bc you can't. Lol. Like we're so limited. And I feel like crap about a few things when it comes to financial capabilities. There was this necklace that I saw a couple months ago that I wanted to get Mom for Christmas... we kept putting it off, and now we don't have the money to do it... we didn't before but we could've made payments on it. Now we just flat out don't have the money. And it was awesome. It was perfect. I wanted it so bad. And the same with my brothers birthday... I can't do anything with that now either. It sucks. How am I suppose to tell my little brothers, “Hey, remember how I promised you I'd get you a birthday gift but it might be a week or two late? Well yeah, I can't do that now.” It sucks. Especially now, but you'll hear more about that later. Anyways, I'm gunna go drown my sorrows in Photoshop. I'll be back to write more soon enough.
Okay I lied... I'm home now. It's 5:20, I took a Seroquel 20 minutes ago so I should be nice and knocked out in about 30 minutes. I'm dehydrated as hell and I just got back from the dentist at 4. I had a cleaning... and my teeth feel funny... but good. Anyways, beddy by time for me. So I'll be up and writing again at 2am like usual. See ya Peoples!
Friday, October 31, 2008
Happy Halloween!
I spent the morning working in photoshop and playing DDR to pass the time. So far so good. I have had no trucks, no visitors, no nothing since I've been here. Oh well. Today is the last day I work until November 6th... I also have a doctors appointment that day. And the fair started yesterday. Hopefully I can drag Shane to it tomorrow bc I get paid today =)
Omg, my stomach feels like shit. I feel like I'm gunna get sick. Come to think of it, my face feels like I've got a fever. Not to the touch, but you know how you get that slightly cold chill to your face when you're sick? It's not cold, it just seems that way. You can tell its on the inside of you so-to-speak as opposed to your skins temperature. Idk how to explain it. But yeah. That's probably not a good sign. But as long as I stay well long enough to ride every coaster at that fair... then I'm okay.
Hm, I know Valentines is quite a way off, but I want to start thinking of something to do for Shane. I should be thinking about Christmas or something, which I am but only to an extent. One thing I am definitely going to miss is Christmas at home. It always seemed like a Happy, Cheerful, Funfilled holiday. Felt like there was really something to be excited for. But here, I don't think it's going to feel that way. It's just me and Shane... and I know Shane isn't too big on holidays to begin with. I'm kinda dreading Christmas to be honest with you. Back home we always had a Giant family get-together at someone's house... I say Giant bc I've got a big family. There are people there that I don't even know. And that's sad. Last year we had it at Moms house... bc we finally have a house big enough. Well, HAD a house big enough. They still have it, but I don't. I down graded. Lol. But yeah, Idk. There was always something going on at church or work or with friends or with my family. There were always cards coming in that Mom would tape up to the wall or the door. It's about the only time Grandpa comes over. The little stockings Mom made for us that we've had for years. Mine with a little Santa Claus hat that is cute when you flop it right on top of Santa's face. Even tho I hated wrapping gifts, I'm going to miss it. The dollar store Christmas paper and the boys bugging me about what their gifts are bc they know I'm the one that wrapped it. Mom throwing a gift at me, then telling me she's had it for a while. And that she thinks I'm going to like it. They way that Mom always says “this is going to be a small Christmas” but the stockings are always over flowing and we always get more than we need. Yeah, there's a lot I'm going to miss this Christmas.
First truck of the morning. Mar-leta AKA Wood Specialty. 4:23. It's almost 5. That's the time I wait for. Bc once you hit 5, 7 isn't far off. And by the time 7 rolls around its 8 before you know it. And the trucks get more frequent and soon enough it's 9:15... 45 minutes. Take out a piece of paper and start drawing. 9:30... Almost there. 9:45. Start gathering my stuff together and cleaning up a bit. If Toni is relieving me, she'll be in soon. If it's Jennifer, she'll arrive between 5 and 2 minutes til. So either way, the time shoots by. It's just waiting for 5. 5:30 is the time when some of the supervisors start coming in and a few of the employees. At 7 is the shift change. So there's a lot of people moving around. Then Teresa stops in at about 4 minutes until 8 to grab all the paper work from the previous day. Always pulls up with the music goin, leaves her car door open. Says good morning, and comments that the room feels good (bc it's nice and warm) then gets back in her Explorer and off she goes to the supervisors parking lot. The people are pretty predictable around here. But that's alright. Makes my job easier... not that it needs to be any easier. If there's not a truck in front of that window... then we arn't doing a Damn thing. And when there is one all we do is click either Arriving, Leaving or Loaded, Empty. Type in the truck number, trailer number, what they're carrying, who they're carrying for, and the computer weighs it for you. So all you do is print it out, hand it to the trucker man, write down the time, and that's it. They could have a computer do this job. Hell, the truckers could do this job. Pull up to a little ATM machine thing, and they put in what they need to. The only problem with that is some truckers don't know how to read a map, and come to the wrong plant, others don't know what the hell their own name is let alone what's on their truck, and then you have the stupid one's who just.. I mean. No, I'm not going there. Just trust me. I run into idiots. Which is probably why the pay sucks, but then again so do the hours, which they should increase our pay for. Lol. All in all, this shift really isn't too bad.
4:44. My stomach still hurts, my eyes are still heavy and I still can't go home yet.. Come on 5 o'clock. 15 more minutes. I think time should start skipping seconds for me a little at a time so no one would notice. Lol. I'm slouching like Hell right now. I feel like Fletcher. Only I'm not picking my nose or scratching myself. Idk, I might pick my nose later... Lol. Nah, my left side has been bleeding randomly lately. So I gotta shove tissue up there once in a while... not that you wanna know all that. And I don't wanna hear “Ewww” either... you act like you've never had to do it before.
I felt like a little kid when I looked down earlier. One side of my shirt was longer than the other bc I skipped a button. Lol. 4:50. Mar-leta Trucking is outta here. 10 more minutes. Hey I wanna try something...
<(o.O<) <(O.O)> (>O.o)> <(O.O)> <(o.O<) -He's exercising.
@-;-- -Want a Rose?
There used to be more. I don't remember them all. Lol. Ricky just came in again with Pollard. He's kewl. Now I understand what Shane's talking about all the time about me talking too fast and too low, bc that's what this guy does. But I just pay attention REALLY good and I can understand it. Lol. That and going back to second grade and understanding what they call “context clues.” Lol. I remember an episode of Reading Rainbow talking about that actually. It was a book about a giraffe and a gift.. and a king I think. I'm not sure. But I remember it... kinda.
I wanna go to the Fair...
I WANNA GO TO THE FAIR
I wanna go to the Fair...
I WANNA GO TO THE FAIR
I wanna go to the Fair...
I WANNA GO TO THE FAIR
I wanna go to the FUCKING Fair!!! Lol... well I do.
I'm bored, don't mind me. Omg... I really hope I don't feel like shit at the Fair. Bc I'm just sitting still and I feel nauseated... a coaster might push that limit. Just a tad... I've never gotten sick from a coaster. The only things I've even thrown up over was from just being sick.. and once from taking liquid cough medicine. Mom was getting irritated and was telling me to take it. And I told her multiple times, if I take it I'm going to throw up. I feel it... So in the end I took it... and I threw up. I hate liquid cough medicine. Pills please. I'm not a fan of those little gel things either, but I prefer them to the liquid. I prefer dry pills that aren't jelly. If they have some of those for cough medicine I'll take them... if I'm desperate. I don't take meds unless I have to. And I mean HAVE to. I have never taken pain killer for being on my period and cramping like most of the whiny girls in High School who always complained about it. Grow the Fuck up and stop being a sissy. Seriously. I know people to pop pills for just feeling a very SLIGHT headache... uhm, why? You're an idot. They're gunna end up growing immune to morphine if they keep that up. Haha. Could you imagine someone being immune to morphine for using it too much? Or Lortab. God, that shit knocks me on my ass. It takes the pain away, I'll give it that. But Damn. I'm drowsy as hell. Take one of those and a Seroquel, my ass is out in 30 minutes.
5:21- A Urea truck coming in. Almost 5:30 =) That means I'm gunna start having some peoples come in. Yay! It's sad that watching cars come in the plant is exciting for me. But there really is nothing to do here. Lol. I'm gunna try my luck at more DDR. Bbs.
Hehe. Between games and trucks and a good conversation with Jason, the Elliot driver it's now 7:30. Woo! You know what that means? 2 and a half more hours! And I'll be outta here. Fair tomorrow I hope. Certainly not tonight. I'm not getting my check til late. Jennifer is going to bring it home with her after she takes her son James trick or treating. So yeah. It saves me in gas to have to come back up here and get it and not only that, Shane works a full day today. Saturday he works half a day. So he can spend most of it on Counter Strike, as usual... THEN we can go to the fair =) Watch him say no, we don't have the money... Oh, I'll find the money. We have 100 bucks in just change. Don't tell me we don't have money. Lol. And that's not counting the change we have in my car that I haven't cleaned out yet. I keep that there so if I need a drink or something at work I'll have it if I don't have any dollar bills... which suck anyway bc the machine is so Freakin picky! That dumb machine. It's like... inny minnie miney moe... nope. I don't want that one. Try again. Lol. It's lame. Blah. 7:36. Teresa should be here in 20 minutes. Maybe 18. No sooner. Nah I'll go with 19. 7:57. We'll see. It's either 3 or 4 til. She likes to push it. Lol. Intimidating the clock is one of her past times. Well, it's past my getting off time, so I'm gunna run. I shall write more later and inform you on either the thrill of the fair (and finally having something to do) or the disappointment of not going (along with the name and number of the Hospital I checked Shane into). =) Later!
Omg, my stomach feels like shit. I feel like I'm gunna get sick. Come to think of it, my face feels like I've got a fever. Not to the touch, but you know how you get that slightly cold chill to your face when you're sick? It's not cold, it just seems that way. You can tell its on the inside of you so-to-speak as opposed to your skins temperature. Idk how to explain it. But yeah. That's probably not a good sign. But as long as I stay well long enough to ride every coaster at that fair... then I'm okay.
Hm, I know Valentines is quite a way off, but I want to start thinking of something to do for Shane. I should be thinking about Christmas or something, which I am but only to an extent. One thing I am definitely going to miss is Christmas at home. It always seemed like a Happy, Cheerful, Funfilled holiday. Felt like there was really something to be excited for. But here, I don't think it's going to feel that way. It's just me and Shane... and I know Shane isn't too big on holidays to begin with. I'm kinda dreading Christmas to be honest with you. Back home we always had a Giant family get-together at someone's house... I say Giant bc I've got a big family. There are people there that I don't even know. And that's sad. Last year we had it at Moms house... bc we finally have a house big enough. Well, HAD a house big enough. They still have it, but I don't. I down graded. Lol. But yeah, Idk. There was always something going on at church or work or with friends or with my family. There were always cards coming in that Mom would tape up to the wall or the door. It's about the only time Grandpa comes over. The little stockings Mom made for us that we've had for years. Mine with a little Santa Claus hat that is cute when you flop it right on top of Santa's face. Even tho I hated wrapping gifts, I'm going to miss it. The dollar store Christmas paper and the boys bugging me about what their gifts are bc they know I'm the one that wrapped it. Mom throwing a gift at me, then telling me she's had it for a while. And that she thinks I'm going to like it. They way that Mom always says “this is going to be a small Christmas” but the stockings are always over flowing and we always get more than we need. Yeah, there's a lot I'm going to miss this Christmas.
First truck of the morning. Mar-leta AKA Wood Specialty. 4:23. It's almost 5. That's the time I wait for. Bc once you hit 5, 7 isn't far off. And by the time 7 rolls around its 8 before you know it. And the trucks get more frequent and soon enough it's 9:15... 45 minutes. Take out a piece of paper and start drawing. 9:30... Almost there. 9:45. Start gathering my stuff together and cleaning up a bit. If Toni is relieving me, she'll be in soon. If it's Jennifer, she'll arrive between 5 and 2 minutes til. So either way, the time shoots by. It's just waiting for 5. 5:30 is the time when some of the supervisors start coming in and a few of the employees. At 7 is the shift change. So there's a lot of people moving around. Then Teresa stops in at about 4 minutes until 8 to grab all the paper work from the previous day. Always pulls up with the music goin, leaves her car door open. Says good morning, and comments that the room feels good (bc it's nice and warm) then gets back in her Explorer and off she goes to the supervisors parking lot. The people are pretty predictable around here. But that's alright. Makes my job easier... not that it needs to be any easier. If there's not a truck in front of that window... then we arn't doing a Damn thing. And when there is one all we do is click either Arriving, Leaving or Loaded, Empty. Type in the truck number, trailer number, what they're carrying, who they're carrying for, and the computer weighs it for you. So all you do is print it out, hand it to the trucker man, write down the time, and that's it. They could have a computer do this job. Hell, the truckers could do this job. Pull up to a little ATM machine thing, and they put in what they need to. The only problem with that is some truckers don't know how to read a map, and come to the wrong plant, others don't know what the hell their own name is let alone what's on their truck, and then you have the stupid one's who just.. I mean. No, I'm not going there. Just trust me. I run into idiots. Which is probably why the pay sucks, but then again so do the hours, which they should increase our pay for. Lol. All in all, this shift really isn't too bad.
4:44. My stomach still hurts, my eyes are still heavy and I still can't go home yet.. Come on 5 o'clock. 15 more minutes. I think time should start skipping seconds for me a little at a time so no one would notice. Lol. I'm slouching like Hell right now. I feel like Fletcher. Only I'm not picking my nose or scratching myself. Idk, I might pick my nose later... Lol. Nah, my left side has been bleeding randomly lately. So I gotta shove tissue up there once in a while... not that you wanna know all that. And I don't wanna hear “Ewww” either... you act like you've never had to do it before.
I felt like a little kid when I looked down earlier. One side of my shirt was longer than the other bc I skipped a button. Lol. 4:50. Mar-leta Trucking is outta here. 10 more minutes. Hey I wanna try something...
<(o.O<) <(O.O)> (>O.o)> <(O.O)> <(o.O<) -He's exercising.
@-;-- -Want a Rose?
There used to be more. I don't remember them all. Lol. Ricky just came in again with Pollard. He's kewl. Now I understand what Shane's talking about all the time about me talking too fast and too low, bc that's what this guy does. But I just pay attention REALLY good and I can understand it. Lol. That and going back to second grade and understanding what they call “context clues.” Lol. I remember an episode of Reading Rainbow talking about that actually. It was a book about a giraffe and a gift.. and a king I think. I'm not sure. But I remember it... kinda.
I wanna go to the Fair...
I WANNA GO TO THE FAIR
I wanna go to the Fair...
I WANNA GO TO THE FAIR
I wanna go to the Fair...
I WANNA GO TO THE FAIR
I wanna go to the FUCKING Fair!!! Lol... well I do.
I'm bored, don't mind me. Omg... I really hope I don't feel like shit at the Fair. Bc I'm just sitting still and I feel nauseated... a coaster might push that limit. Just a tad... I've never gotten sick from a coaster. The only things I've even thrown up over was from just being sick.. and once from taking liquid cough medicine. Mom was getting irritated and was telling me to take it. And I told her multiple times, if I take it I'm going to throw up. I feel it... So in the end I took it... and I threw up. I hate liquid cough medicine. Pills please. I'm not a fan of those little gel things either, but I prefer them to the liquid. I prefer dry pills that aren't jelly. If they have some of those for cough medicine I'll take them... if I'm desperate. I don't take meds unless I have to. And I mean HAVE to. I have never taken pain killer for being on my period and cramping like most of the whiny girls in High School who always complained about it. Grow the Fuck up and stop being a sissy. Seriously. I know people to pop pills for just feeling a very SLIGHT headache... uhm, why? You're an idot. They're gunna end up growing immune to morphine if they keep that up. Haha. Could you imagine someone being immune to morphine for using it too much? Or Lortab. God, that shit knocks me on my ass. It takes the pain away, I'll give it that. But Damn. I'm drowsy as hell. Take one of those and a Seroquel, my ass is out in 30 minutes.
5:21- A Urea truck coming in. Almost 5:30 =) That means I'm gunna start having some peoples come in. Yay! It's sad that watching cars come in the plant is exciting for me. But there really is nothing to do here. Lol. I'm gunna try my luck at more DDR. Bbs.
Hehe. Between games and trucks and a good conversation with Jason, the Elliot driver it's now 7:30. Woo! You know what that means? 2 and a half more hours! And I'll be outta here. Fair tomorrow I hope. Certainly not tonight. I'm not getting my check til late. Jennifer is going to bring it home with her after she takes her son James trick or treating. So yeah. It saves me in gas to have to come back up here and get it and not only that, Shane works a full day today. Saturday he works half a day. So he can spend most of it on Counter Strike, as usual... THEN we can go to the fair =) Watch him say no, we don't have the money... Oh, I'll find the money. We have 100 bucks in just change. Don't tell me we don't have money. Lol. And that's not counting the change we have in my car that I haven't cleaned out yet. I keep that there so if I need a drink or something at work I'll have it if I don't have any dollar bills... which suck anyway bc the machine is so Freakin picky! That dumb machine. It's like... inny minnie miney moe... nope. I don't want that one. Try again. Lol. It's lame. Blah. 7:36. Teresa should be here in 20 minutes. Maybe 18. No sooner. Nah I'll go with 19. 7:57. We'll see. It's either 3 or 4 til. She likes to push it. Lol. Intimidating the clock is one of her past times. Well, it's past my getting off time, so I'm gunna run. I shall write more later and inform you on either the thrill of the fair (and finally having something to do) or the disappointment of not going (along with the name and number of the Hospital I checked Shane into). =) Later!
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Two-Oh-Six...seven
Working again at the usual time. Cold as hell. There is a freeze warning until 9am. Fun stuff. I really need to get some antifreeze in my car. Lol. I can live in Florida's winters with it like it is. But not here. I wanna see snow! But I doubt that I will. Doesn't change the fact that I want to tho! Lol. I got some company first thing this morning today. Tim, the electrician was out here working on the scales, so the scales are down right now bc he's pumping something out of it. So yeah. Even tho that was a short conversation it was still a conversation. Let's just hope I don't wind up having a conversation with one of the rats in the roof. Because I hear them moving around now. They warned me about those things, but I've yet to see one. So I guess it's just about that time.
Shane was a little whore this morning. Little brat. I went to go give him a hug and kiss before I left. He pushed me away from him, turned his head, and said nothing but “mhm.” Yeah I know it's 1:30am and he probably just went to bed an hour ago. But still. That's a sucky feeling. Lol. Oooh. And he had me so pissed this morning. I went to go grab my cup out of the fridge... I keep it in there so it's always “in use” and I don't have to go hunt it up. Well it was gone. I went in the computer room and of course it was there. Along with 4 other cups, 2 bowls, silverware, and some fat left over from the leftover steak he ate. Not to mention all the laundry I had to step over and go thru at 12:30am bc his dumbass don't know how to pick up after himself. I was so irritated. I'm so tempted to just make him do his own laundry. Or just all the stuff he leaves laying around the house, throw in a garbage bag and when he goes to look for it either say “Idk” or tell him about the whole garbage bag situation. And his dishes. OMG, you just don't know how pissed I was at him this morning. The LAST Fucking thing I need to be doing at 12:30 in the morning is picking up dishes and laundry for someone who is completely capable of doing it himself. OMG, I could go on with this rant for hours but I'm not going to bc I'm only going to fuel myself up and I need to talk with him about it before I do that... Mom always told me I'd get back all the problems that I gave her. But I thought she meant in a child, not my boyfriend. OMG... I need to change topics. I'm fuming. Lol.
I don't know what to say now... That's the only thing I can think about. Other than the fact that my brothers birthday was yesterday and Mom was suppose to have them call me after they got home from school but never did, and I was going to call before I went to bed, but I was so doped up by then that there was no way I'd be able to hold a conversation. Oh, and remember what I said yesterday about Shane making fun of me when I tell him I took some Seroquel but not knowing the difference if I don't tell him... Well yesterday was one of the days I didn't tell him. And he kept asking if I was mad at him. Lol. So there's proof to my theory. And he doesn't know when to stop playing either. He'll keep messing with me and when I tell him to quit he'll stop for a second then keep going and wonder why I get irritated then ask why I'm mad... make since to you? Ugh, I'm just an all around crab this morning arn't I? Well, if you knew the stuff I've been worrying about recently you wouldn't be all that surprised. The fair is finally in town today... I wanna go. But I work today and tomorrow. So maybe Saturday. Friday is Pay Day! Speaking of which, I want a candy bar... (It's kinda kewl only working 2-3 days a week. It makes your pay day's come faster!)
I slept good last night. I woke up with no hesitation this morning... even tho I hit my snooze 3 times. But that's just so I don't wonder around the house for an extra 30 minutes. I already wonder around the house for 30 minutes when I get up at 1. I leave at 1:30 but it only takes me 3 minutes to throw on the uniform. Fuck make-up. That takes longer than getting dressed does. I had a girl in middle school refer to it as a fake face. She was a riot. Talking about how you're gunna get with some guy and have sex then your face will 'melt' and he's gunna wake up in the morning and start screaming then someone's gunna go after you with a gun and shit... all bc you had a fake face. Something like that. Her name was Laura something. I saw her in Bealls back when I worked there. Changed a lot. Still had her humorous side to her. That was obvious. Now it's bugging me. I don't remember her last name. She was an extreme tomboy in high school and now she dressed and acts like a normal human. Haha, just kidding. Dressed closer to a business woman now. A basic one anyways... okay. My need to describe something that I know for a fact can't be misinterpreted or not understood seems to make me look like an obsessive little thing on certain topics, doesn't it? Oh well. I recently had someone tell me that one of my talents could be a novelist... which considering I can't just say something without describing it in a way that I'm sure will be understood by my readers without using too many words or repeating myself like a raving lunatic would kinda make since, right? Hm... maybe. I need to work on spelling (without auto correction) and run on sentences.
2:48 and I'm starting page two. What wonders await on the mystical page two? No idea. Especially considering you're not seeing this in Word as I'm typing it. You're seeing it on my website which displays it as one long story. No pages, no nothing like that. And what's really annoying about pasting this into my website is that every time I hit enter and go down a line... when I paste it into the site. It sees it as Enterx4. So I got a lot of backspacing to do to get it to display right. And you think I just do this bc it's easy and to keep me entertained. Not bc I care. Shame on you... for understanding me too well. =P I said I slept well last night. And I did... I wasn't lying. But my eyes are getting heavy. It sucks. Is that normal? Lol. I'm gunna try my luck at DDR. Bbs.
4:02 Playing DDR (Stepmania), Mahjong and Freecell do kinda help pass the time. Lol. I really want to get a
Variety Puzzle book like mom and I used to do all the time. Those were kewl. I want a Quote Falls one tho. You can get them but you can't buy them in the store. At least not that I've seen. You have to actually order then from the back of the book. Lol. Sucks, but you know how it goes. Supply and Demand. If there is no demand, then there is none supplied. So Poopy on them! Lol. Just kidding... maybe. Idk. But yeah, 4:04... two minutes gone by. And I am beginning to realize how much typing doesn't really make the time go by... but I need to keep adding blogs to the site anyways, so I might as well make all this boring time useful, right? If only I had internet. To be honest if I had internet I'd probably be more bored than I already am. Don't ask how that works, just trust me. Anyways, I'm gunna try my luck at Minesweeper now. Bbs.
5:11 Minesweeper and DDR again. Then Ricky came in. He's going back to the dump now. First thing I had to do all morning. Push a couple buttons and pretend to be interested in his story about getting a new 5th tire. Lol. I'm just kidding. I like talking to the guys who come in here. The ones that actually talk to ya are fun to talk to. As opposed to the other ones that don't talk.. but then again, if they don't talk, how do you know they WOULDN'T be fun to talk to? Haha, as I typed that I could hear Larry the Cable Guy saying that. Idk why. But it seems like something that would pop up in his movie Witless Protection. And that girl was not hot, cute, nothing. Regardless of what anyone thinks. Lol. Larry's girl looked better than she did. What was her name? I like that one part when they were in the dinner “But I wanna get some!... Sooooome help cleaning my garage.” Lol. And what was the name of his possum? Willy or something? Idk 5:18... I've only been here for 3 hours. Ugh. 5 more hours to go. I meant to leave Shane my work number, but I didn't feel like hunting it up. So I never did. Oh, and I caught the train this morning. Which sucked. But it was a short train so I wasn't waiting too long. It's better than catching a deer... with the front of my car. Like I almost did two times in a five minute period last week on my way to work. Ugh, it's 5:22. There should be people coming in now. A few supervisors and some employees. But I haven't seen anyone yet. Blah. Back to the games...
Games played:23. Games Won:3. Sad isn't it? Lol. That goes to show you what I DON'T usually do in my free time. Anyways, it's 6:07 now... okay, 6:08. Even the clock has to prove me wrong. Not kewl. Blah. Four more hours... come on!!! It's coming. The hard part is over with. One you get passed 5am, you're doin good. I want cheetos! Gr... I have money to get them from the vending machiney thing, but I don't need them. Especially this early. I didn't bring a sandwich today bc we ran out of bread. And that's usually my 8:30 thing. A sandwich. So yeah. Maybe it will be Cheetos... we'll see. You know what else sucks? I get paid tomorrow, and that's good bc I work tomorrow so I don't have to make a special trip up here. But you know what sucks? I get off at 10. the mail usually gets here at 11. So yeah. I'm gunna have to make a special trip up here anyways. Sucks! And I ain't stayin til 11. Maybe I'll just see if Jennifer can bring it home when she gets off and I can just run and get it from her. She lives next to me =) ... kinda. Ooo. Another truck. Brb.
6:19... 6:22... had another truck. Lol. Only he was leaving. This job is easy. The complicated part is trying to figure out who I need to call with random situations that come up bc there are like... 20,000 different people that they tell me to call and I never can remember who it is I need to call for certain situations, or situations that come up and I'm not prepared for... like this morning I had a phone call from shipping. They needed someone to take something down... why call me? Well I called Tim, the guy who introduced himself to me earlier... which was good, bc I had a name for at least ONE person working this morning. So I called him and it turns out he was near the mechanics, who are the people who handle whatever it was those people in shipping needed. So yeah. And the fact that some guys don't carry radios and they arn't always in their office... it's a mess trying to track people down sometimes.
Mr-Cardinal-Tim-Evans-Know-It-All-Man should be here soon. But I think he mentioned to me that he doesn't work Thursday's bc that's usually our inventory day. Man, I guess everyone thinks it is inventory day today. Johnson is running late, and McClarry is running late. Two calls back to back. So yeah... Thrower will be thrilled, I'm sure. Lol. Idk. I really have no idea who most of the supervisors are unless I see them in or next to their car. That's how I know them.. their cars. Ooooh. Jeep. I want it!!! Idk whose Jeep that is, but i'm gunna steal it today. Lol. I'm just kidding... don't take me serious. I wouldn't know the first think on car jacking. I'm sure it's not as simple as it seems in the movies. But I'm definitely getting me a jeep when I pay my car off. I want one bad. Lol. Damn... these people WANT to get ran over by a truck Lol. Just bc they work here doesn't mean they have special truck non-running over privileges or something. Blah. 6:43. Jim, the JEO man just came in. He's kewl. One of the fun to talk with talkers. As opposed to the not fun to talk with non talkers. I can't see my little blinking curser thing. So I never know where the text is going to come in at. And I don't like that bc I keep hitting the keypad and it jumps my cursor thing to somewhere else in the document and I start typing and it's hard to tell what to back up and where it went if it isn't blinking... it sucks. Lol. Anyhow, I'm gunna call it quits for now. Me and my non blinking cursor are taking a break. See ya!
Shane was a little whore this morning. Little brat. I went to go give him a hug and kiss before I left. He pushed me away from him, turned his head, and said nothing but “mhm.” Yeah I know it's 1:30am and he probably just went to bed an hour ago. But still. That's a sucky feeling. Lol. Oooh. And he had me so pissed this morning. I went to go grab my cup out of the fridge... I keep it in there so it's always “in use” and I don't have to go hunt it up. Well it was gone. I went in the computer room and of course it was there. Along with 4 other cups, 2 bowls, silverware, and some fat left over from the leftover steak he ate. Not to mention all the laundry I had to step over and go thru at 12:30am bc his dumbass don't know how to pick up after himself. I was so irritated. I'm so tempted to just make him do his own laundry. Or just all the stuff he leaves laying around the house, throw in a garbage bag and when he goes to look for it either say “Idk” or tell him about the whole garbage bag situation. And his dishes. OMG, you just don't know how pissed I was at him this morning. The LAST Fucking thing I need to be doing at 12:30 in the morning is picking up dishes and laundry for someone who is completely capable of doing it himself. OMG, I could go on with this rant for hours but I'm not going to bc I'm only going to fuel myself up and I need to talk with him about it before I do that... Mom always told me I'd get back all the problems that I gave her. But I thought she meant in a child, not my boyfriend. OMG... I need to change topics. I'm fuming. Lol.
I don't know what to say now... That's the only thing I can think about. Other than the fact that my brothers birthday was yesterday and Mom was suppose to have them call me after they got home from school but never did, and I was going to call before I went to bed, but I was so doped up by then that there was no way I'd be able to hold a conversation. Oh, and remember what I said yesterday about Shane making fun of me when I tell him I took some Seroquel but not knowing the difference if I don't tell him... Well yesterday was one of the days I didn't tell him. And he kept asking if I was mad at him. Lol. So there's proof to my theory. And he doesn't know when to stop playing either. He'll keep messing with me and when I tell him to quit he'll stop for a second then keep going and wonder why I get irritated then ask why I'm mad... make since to you? Ugh, I'm just an all around crab this morning arn't I? Well, if you knew the stuff I've been worrying about recently you wouldn't be all that surprised. The fair is finally in town today... I wanna go. But I work today and tomorrow. So maybe Saturday. Friday is Pay Day! Speaking of which, I want a candy bar... (It's kinda kewl only working 2-3 days a week. It makes your pay day's come faster!)
I slept good last night. I woke up with no hesitation this morning... even tho I hit my snooze 3 times. But that's just so I don't wonder around the house for an extra 30 minutes. I already wonder around the house for 30 minutes when I get up at 1. I leave at 1:30 but it only takes me 3 minutes to throw on the uniform. Fuck make-up. That takes longer than getting dressed does. I had a girl in middle school refer to it as a fake face. She was a riot. Talking about how you're gunna get with some guy and have sex then your face will 'melt' and he's gunna wake up in the morning and start screaming then someone's gunna go after you with a gun and shit... all bc you had a fake face. Something like that. Her name was Laura something. I saw her in Bealls back when I worked there. Changed a lot. Still had her humorous side to her. That was obvious. Now it's bugging me. I don't remember her last name. She was an extreme tomboy in high school and now she dressed and acts like a normal human. Haha, just kidding. Dressed closer to a business woman now. A basic one anyways... okay. My need to describe something that I know for a fact can't be misinterpreted or not understood seems to make me look like an obsessive little thing on certain topics, doesn't it? Oh well. I recently had someone tell me that one of my talents could be a novelist... which considering I can't just say something without describing it in a way that I'm sure will be understood by my readers without using too many words or repeating myself like a raving lunatic would kinda make since, right? Hm... maybe. I need to work on spelling (without auto correction) and run on sentences.
2:48 and I'm starting page two. What wonders await on the mystical page two? No idea. Especially considering you're not seeing this in Word as I'm typing it. You're seeing it on my website which displays it as one long story. No pages, no nothing like that. And what's really annoying about pasting this into my website is that every time I hit enter and go down a line... when I paste it into the site. It sees it as Enterx4. So I got a lot of backspacing to do to get it to display right. And you think I just do this bc it's easy and to keep me entertained. Not bc I care. Shame on you... for understanding me too well. =P I said I slept well last night. And I did... I wasn't lying. But my eyes are getting heavy. It sucks. Is that normal? Lol. I'm gunna try my luck at DDR. Bbs.
4:02 Playing DDR (Stepmania), Mahjong and Freecell do kinda help pass the time. Lol. I really want to get a
Variety Puzzle book like mom and I used to do all the time. Those were kewl. I want a Quote Falls one tho. You can get them but you can't buy them in the store. At least not that I've seen. You have to actually order then from the back of the book. Lol. Sucks, but you know how it goes. Supply and Demand. If there is no demand, then there is none supplied. So Poopy on them! Lol. Just kidding... maybe. Idk. But yeah, 4:04... two minutes gone by. And I am beginning to realize how much typing doesn't really make the time go by... but I need to keep adding blogs to the site anyways, so I might as well make all this boring time useful, right? If only I had internet. To be honest if I had internet I'd probably be more bored than I already am. Don't ask how that works, just trust me. Anyways, I'm gunna try my luck at Minesweeper now. Bbs.
5:11 Minesweeper and DDR again. Then Ricky came in. He's going back to the dump now. First thing I had to do all morning. Push a couple buttons and pretend to be interested in his story about getting a new 5th tire. Lol. I'm just kidding. I like talking to the guys who come in here. The ones that actually talk to ya are fun to talk to. As opposed to the other ones that don't talk.. but then again, if they don't talk, how do you know they WOULDN'T be fun to talk to? Haha, as I typed that I could hear Larry the Cable Guy saying that. Idk why. But it seems like something that would pop up in his movie Witless Protection. And that girl was not hot, cute, nothing. Regardless of what anyone thinks. Lol. Larry's girl looked better than she did. What was her name? I like that one part when they were in the dinner “But I wanna get some!... Sooooome help cleaning my garage.” Lol. And what was the name of his possum? Willy or something? Idk 5:18... I've only been here for 3 hours. Ugh. 5 more hours to go. I meant to leave Shane my work number, but I didn't feel like hunting it up. So I never did. Oh, and I caught the train this morning. Which sucked. But it was a short train so I wasn't waiting too long. It's better than catching a deer... with the front of my car. Like I almost did two times in a five minute period last week on my way to work. Ugh, it's 5:22. There should be people coming in now. A few supervisors and some employees. But I haven't seen anyone yet. Blah. Back to the games...
Games played:23. Games Won:3. Sad isn't it? Lol. That goes to show you what I DON'T usually do in my free time. Anyways, it's 6:07 now... okay, 6:08. Even the clock has to prove me wrong. Not kewl. Blah. Four more hours... come on!!! It's coming. The hard part is over with. One you get passed 5am, you're doin good. I want cheetos! Gr... I have money to get them from the vending machiney thing, but I don't need them. Especially this early. I didn't bring a sandwich today bc we ran out of bread. And that's usually my 8:30 thing. A sandwich. So yeah. Maybe it will be Cheetos... we'll see. You know what else sucks? I get paid tomorrow, and that's good bc I work tomorrow so I don't have to make a special trip up here. But you know what sucks? I get off at 10. the mail usually gets here at 11. So yeah. I'm gunna have to make a special trip up here anyways. Sucks! And I ain't stayin til 11. Maybe I'll just see if Jennifer can bring it home when she gets off and I can just run and get it from her. She lives next to me =) ... kinda. Ooo. Another truck. Brb.
6:19... 6:22... had another truck. Lol. Only he was leaving. This job is easy. The complicated part is trying to figure out who I need to call with random situations that come up bc there are like... 20,000 different people that they tell me to call and I never can remember who it is I need to call for certain situations, or situations that come up and I'm not prepared for... like this morning I had a phone call from shipping. They needed someone to take something down... why call me? Well I called Tim, the guy who introduced himself to me earlier... which was good, bc I had a name for at least ONE person working this morning. So I called him and it turns out he was near the mechanics, who are the people who handle whatever it was those people in shipping needed. So yeah. And the fact that some guys don't carry radios and they arn't always in their office... it's a mess trying to track people down sometimes.
Mr-Cardinal-Tim-Evans-Know-It-All-Man should be here soon. But I think he mentioned to me that he doesn't work Thursday's bc that's usually our inventory day. Man, I guess everyone thinks it is inventory day today. Johnson is running late, and McClarry is running late. Two calls back to back. So yeah... Thrower will be thrilled, I'm sure. Lol. Idk. I really have no idea who most of the supervisors are unless I see them in or next to their car. That's how I know them.. their cars. Ooooh. Jeep. I want it!!! Idk whose Jeep that is, but i'm gunna steal it today. Lol. I'm just kidding... don't take me serious. I wouldn't know the first think on car jacking. I'm sure it's not as simple as it seems in the movies. But I'm definitely getting me a jeep when I pay my car off. I want one bad. Lol. Damn... these people WANT to get ran over by a truck Lol. Just bc they work here doesn't mean they have special truck non-running over privileges or something. Blah. 6:43. Jim, the JEO man just came in. He's kewl. One of the fun to talk with talkers. As opposed to the not fun to talk with non talkers. I can't see my little blinking curser thing. So I never know where the text is going to come in at. And I don't like that bc I keep hitting the keypad and it jumps my cursor thing to somewhere else in the document and I start typing and it's hard to tell what to back up and where it went if it isn't blinking... it sucks. Lol. Anyhow, I'm gunna call it quits for now. Me and my non blinking cursor are taking a break. See ya!
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Todays Uneventful Events
At work again. It's 2am. 2:15 to be exact. I brought Shane's laptop with me today. I just wanted something new I guess. Idk. Plus I don't have StepMania on mine. Lol. Or Google Sketchup, which is another interesting program I'm working on learning. It's kinda kewl. You should google it and check it out. It's a trial thing, but it's kewl if you like to build and edit and what not. I feel the drowsiness kicking in a little bit already. I brought a sandwich, a bag of cereal, and some icing with me... and my tea. So hopefully between all that I should be good when it comes to giving myself energy when I start to feel myself lacking.
I did manage to forget to grab my external hard drive... which sucks. Bc I don't have my music on this computer. I have it on all the other computers tho. Go figure. This comp is great for graphics and is an all around really good quality computer outside and inside... I just wish it had a larger hard drive. Which is why I haven't put the music on this one. I figure why put music on this when I can just play it off the external (I don't have). Words in parenthesis can (not) be ignored. One good thing about this one is that it isn't missing a delete key like mine. Lol. My bird ran off (flew off) with it and I never found it. And that was at the old place... we're in the new place now. So I'm sure there's really no hope in finding it. Maybe I should just go to Bestbuy and steal one off theirs. Lol. Wouldn't that be interesting for my signature mark to be a missing delete key. Like, what if something happened (this is highly hypothetical btw!!! Don't get all stupid on me!) and I became some psychopathic serial killer and for every kill I'd steal their delete key as my signature mark. Lol. But yeah, it's a nice comp. It's got some AMD 64bit Athlon X2 processor and NVIDIA graphics card that Shane keeps raving about. That's a mouthful to actually SAY btw. Lol. What I do like about this one tho is I can turn off the keypad. Which is great bc I always tend to hit it when I'm typing. Go me!
My cell finally got cut off yesterday. It was suppose to be cut off a month ago. Bc the contract ran out and Dad got a new plan and since I'm in SC and all, we we're gunna renew it. Just get our own. So yeah. And I really haven't been using it all that much since I left FL anyways. So it's not that big a deal to me. But Shane's always freaking out thinking I'm gunna get stranded on forty-two by myself without a cellphone and not be able to do anything but get out and walk, which he doesn't want me to do. So yeah. Mr-Sweetly-Overprotective-Boyfriend wants to get another one soon.. but we got to wait for a steady income. These people are suppose to be taking money out of my check to pay for my SLED ID which I still haven't received and my drug test and something else. I don't remember what it all was. But yeah. They are splitting it up and taking it out of three checks. Only they haven't done it yet... So I have no idea what my checks are going to be like when they actually start taking money out of them bc they haven't started yet. And that's not kewl. I wish they would have just taken it out of the initial three checks... but No. Ugh. See, if they did that, then this check I get Friday would have been the last check they take anything out of. But bc they didn't, as of right now, I still owe them money... and that sucks. I don't like having no way of knowing what my income is going to be like. I'm not used to that.
Anyways, there are only three people here this morning. And that's not including me. They are suppose to be opening back up tomorrow. The plant is closed right now. So by 5:30 I should be seeing some action around here. A little bit at least. The only one of the three that I know of that's here is Wayne and he's at the truck dump. Idk about the other two guys. And apparently there is a Warner truck back there sleeping... which they arn't suppose to sleep back there. They are suppose to pull off into the parking lot that's there special for them. Lol. Blah. Those flatbed people can sleep now. I've seen a guy there from before my shift, and he was still there after I left. Granted, that guy was where he was suppose to be. But when we get know it all people in here like Tim Evans, the Cardinal, driver he won't like that. Especially if he comes in after sitting in the parking lot for 30 minutes waiting for 7:00 to come around for shipping to open, then come to find out that he's NOT the first truck back there... He's gunna be like WTF! Lol. But he needs to have that response every once in a while. I mean don't get me wrong, I'm sure he's a good guy. A nice guy. But I really wish he'd get over that “I've been doing this for years, I know it all” attitude. It's kind of annoying. I wonder if he has a wife. And if so, how'd he manage to not chase her away with that kind of attitude? The Eighth Wonder Of The World.
2:49. I hit snooze on my alarm clock 3 times before waking up... I think. 12:30, 12:40, and 12:50. Yeah. Three times. Lol. I only took one Seroquel last night. Shane insists that I took more. If I told him that I took one he's all like, “You're so messed up. I see it in your eyes” and stuff like that. Laughing at me. But if I tell him I didn't take one... he doesn't say a Damn thing. So what's that say? I really wish he'd get over that. Even tho I know he's joking around I hate when he laughs at me like that. I can't justify anything bc he'll interupt me and give his opinion and leave me no room for mine. And I can't just make him shut up... which is all I want him to do in the first place bc I'm too tired to care, let alone argue a point he's not going to listen to.
Well its 2:57. Almost an hour gone... 7 more to go. I'm gunna go play StepMania for a few and see if that can keep me up for a little while. I'm starting to lose it. Well back to this again. It's 3:36. I guess that game did help me a little bit. It did make me tired... but only my hands. Lol. I keep finding myself wanting to lay my head down and rest but I don't want to. I'm a little over an hour and a half into my shift and I'm really not feeling all that bad... with the exception of my stomach feeling like it's usual achy self. Idk. I'm gunna go drown myself in a pool at creativity and try my luck at photoshop at 3am. Lol.
4:15. Done photoshopping. Made a desktop background for Jon that he will most likely never see. So yeah. Lol. I wanna sleep... it sucks. And if this chair would sit back instead of lean forward that would help a LOT with staying up. With it leaning forward it's telling me to lay my head on the desk and take a nap. The one thing I don't want to do. And OMG my stomach feels like shit. I'm getting tired of this. I remember the first day it started hurting. Omg. That was a cramp from hell. It was a really sharp pain in my stomach like I was gunna start but 20 times worse. I don't feel like that anymore tho. Just that one day. Now it just hurts enough to make me uncomfortable. Which pain and I usually get along pretty well until it decides to take steroids. I've had doctors tell me that I've got an unusually high pain tolerance.. and I guess that's a good thing. But at the same time, one of those times I went to the doctor I had a really bad headache and I just began to feel it. Idk what made Mom take me up there, maybe my head was hot. But the doctor was shocked that I wasn't feeling anything near what I should have been feeling. So yeah. That's the uh... Kris vs Pain theory.
4:32. There are more things I'd like to write on here. But it's not appropriate. I mean, it's not bad, but it's nothing I'd want to broadcast across the net, and seeing as there is no way to make a single post private with the website that I'm using, I can't really write out what I want to. It's just something Shane did last night when I was getting to bed. He was messing around. I know that. But with the things I've been hearing lately about different people, it kinda makes me look at things differently. So even tho he was playing when he did what he did, I had a more serious outlook on it. He's done it before, and we've laughed about it. I laughed about it last night, but it was only me hiding what was really going through my mind. I never seen it the way my mind saw it last night. It was just different. Completely innocent. I know that. It's just me and my mind. Idk why I've been seeing things differently lately. I've been taking everything too serious. Pushing things over the limit in a way. Making a bigger deal out of things I usually let go. Maybe it's just bc I'm tired of the childish bullshit. Or maybe it's bc of something else. Shane's mature and responsible for his age, but he still doesn't understand an adults maturity. Don't get me wrong. He's far more mature than he should be. But there are still something he needs to get over. He plays too much. Doesn't know when to be serious. And thinks it's funny to irritate the hell out of me and then wonder why the Fuck I get pissed off about it. “I was only joking.” Even tho I TELL him MULITPLE times that he's irritating me and he's going to push it into something bigger. I mean I WARN him. I ask him to quit. I tell him I'm irritable and that I'm going to blow up if he doesn't quit, but he keeps on going. Then starts raising his voice on goes on his rant about how I treat him like shit and how he does so much for me. When it all could bee avoided if he would have just listened to me in the first place when I told him that I was irritated and I was trying not to be and that he wasn't helping. He gets a laugh out of it I guess. He says it's his way of cheering me up. Piss me off to no end, Let me blow up, Get us into an argument, Then makeup... why not just leave me alone in the first place? That makes since, right? That's the immaturity I'm talking about. Him not being wrong... until all is said and done. Then he goes into his “I'm sorry, I've just got so much on me right now” speech. Which he does. I can't say anything about that. He does good for himself. He does good for US and I Love Him to death, regardless of all his issues. Lord knows I've got enough of my own.
To be completely honest, I think Shane and I are complete opposites. I mean, what I lack, he has. And what he lacks, I have. It's like a square with little pieces missing along the edges for what he lacks. And Likewise for me. So we fit together like a puzzle when we bring the two pieces together. Make since. We've got completely different background and friends, yet we love each others friends and our backgrounds... well. The way we grew up was the same to a point. His was just intensified times 20k. So we have a understanding about things that other people can't really relate to. Even when we're laying in bed and looking through websites at some neat background images, it's always the same image that catches our eye. And music, we have the same taste. Only Shane doesn't like rap. He likes Eminem, but he doesn't like... well I won't tell you what he calls it bc I don't agree with the title. But he doesn't like R&B and Hip-hop and most Rap. I'll just say that. But I do like it... so he can kiss my Big, Fat, White Ass. Lol. I listen to everything. Just don't stick me around Opera. I'd rather be here working at 2am than sit through THAT for an hour. I lean more towards the neutral sounding songs. Like Alanis Morissette and 3 Doors Down, Jewel, Third Eye Blind... Notice it's the late ninety's era. Lol. Mainly anyways.
Anyhow. It's 4:59 now. I made it through 3 hours of work... now I've got to survive the other 5 hours I've got ahead of me. I just heard a trucker on the radio. No idea what he said, but I know he was there. He scared the shit out of me. Almost sounded like Jim actually. The JEO guy.
Shane's Dumbass has all my jackets at work. Apparently he wears 2 pairs of socks, 2 pants, 4 shirts, 2 jackets and a beanie when he goes to work in the morning... and he strips as the day goes on and gets hotter and Genius leaves the clothes at work. So not only do I have no jacket when it comes time for me to work but when I DO actually get the clothes back I'll get an ass-load of them at the same time, all of which need to be washed. Even tho I repeatedly ask him NOT TO WEAR MY FUCKING JACKETS TO WORK. Bc he always gets shit on them (that won't come off). So I'm stuck wearing one of his old beat up jackets, which is warm btw, but it can't zip up and the sleeves are short enough for a 9 year old. So here I am. Miss Florida, is 30 degree weather (in the beginning of winter) used to nothing below 43, in one extra small jacket. Yay!... I know, I've been kinda doggin on Shane in this blog, but I just wish he'd actually LISTEN when I say something. And not just that. Honor it! It'd be nice, ya know. But I still Love em'... can't help it. =P 5:17
Stepmania again. BBS. 6:04. So I got a few trucks in that interrupted my game and then Robert Johnson came in and was talkin to me for a little bit. Asked me to add him on Myspace. His music page. He does jazz. So I got to remember to do that. If you are reading this... remind me of that. Bc I'll forget. Lol. You can tell the plant is open today. You actually got some supervisors coming in now. The flatbed that was out there is finally out. She's got a problem tho. She's low on coolant in her truck and is saying her truck is going to cut off and there is no one here to help her with the situation sooo... yeah. She's over there taking up space in the parking lot now. Lol. She really doesn't look like she'd be a truck driver. Seems like a nice lady. She's black and has long dreadlocks. She looks like she'd be a nun or something the way she stands there politely waiting on you with her hands behind her back peacefully looking out the window. Lol don't ask. I read too much. Ah, 6:21. Three and a half more hours to go. 6:30... it seems like more time has gone by than that. 6:57. Looks like it's about that time. Time for me to start putting up the shit that keeps me awake and busy. Lol. So off I go!!! Lol Just kidding. Later Peoples.
I did manage to forget to grab my external hard drive... which sucks. Bc I don't have my music on this computer. I have it on all the other computers tho. Go figure. This comp is great for graphics and is an all around really good quality computer outside and inside... I just wish it had a larger hard drive. Which is why I haven't put the music on this one. I figure why put music on this when I can just play it off the external (I don't have). Words in parenthesis can (not) be ignored. One good thing about this one is that it isn't missing a delete key like mine. Lol. My bird ran off (flew off) with it and I never found it. And that was at the old place... we're in the new place now. So I'm sure there's really no hope in finding it. Maybe I should just go to Bestbuy and steal one off theirs. Lol. Wouldn't that be interesting for my signature mark to be a missing delete key. Like, what if something happened (this is highly hypothetical btw!!! Don't get all stupid on me!) and I became some psychopathic serial killer and for every kill I'd steal their delete key as my signature mark. Lol. But yeah, it's a nice comp. It's got some AMD 64bit Athlon X2 processor and NVIDIA graphics card that Shane keeps raving about. That's a mouthful to actually SAY btw. Lol. What I do like about this one tho is I can turn off the keypad. Which is great bc I always tend to hit it when I'm typing. Go me!
My cell finally got cut off yesterday. It was suppose to be cut off a month ago. Bc the contract ran out and Dad got a new plan and since I'm in SC and all, we we're gunna renew it. Just get our own. So yeah. And I really haven't been using it all that much since I left FL anyways. So it's not that big a deal to me. But Shane's always freaking out thinking I'm gunna get stranded on forty-two by myself without a cellphone and not be able to do anything but get out and walk, which he doesn't want me to do. So yeah. Mr-Sweetly-Overprotective-Boyfriend wants to get another one soon.. but we got to wait for a steady income. These people are suppose to be taking money out of my check to pay for my SLED ID which I still haven't received and my drug test and something else. I don't remember what it all was. But yeah. They are splitting it up and taking it out of three checks. Only they haven't done it yet... So I have no idea what my checks are going to be like when they actually start taking money out of them bc they haven't started yet. And that's not kewl. I wish they would have just taken it out of the initial three checks... but No. Ugh. See, if they did that, then this check I get Friday would have been the last check they take anything out of. But bc they didn't, as of right now, I still owe them money... and that sucks. I don't like having no way of knowing what my income is going to be like. I'm not used to that.
Anyways, there are only three people here this morning. And that's not including me. They are suppose to be opening back up tomorrow. The plant is closed right now. So by 5:30 I should be seeing some action around here. A little bit at least. The only one of the three that I know of that's here is Wayne and he's at the truck dump. Idk about the other two guys. And apparently there is a Warner truck back there sleeping... which they arn't suppose to sleep back there. They are suppose to pull off into the parking lot that's there special for them. Lol. Blah. Those flatbed people can sleep now. I've seen a guy there from before my shift, and he was still there after I left. Granted, that guy was where he was suppose to be. But when we get know it all people in here like Tim Evans, the Cardinal, driver he won't like that. Especially if he comes in after sitting in the parking lot for 30 minutes waiting for 7:00 to come around for shipping to open, then come to find out that he's NOT the first truck back there... He's gunna be like WTF! Lol. But he needs to have that response every once in a while. I mean don't get me wrong, I'm sure he's a good guy. A nice guy. But I really wish he'd get over that “I've been doing this for years, I know it all” attitude. It's kind of annoying. I wonder if he has a wife. And if so, how'd he manage to not chase her away with that kind of attitude? The Eighth Wonder Of The World.
2:49. I hit snooze on my alarm clock 3 times before waking up... I think. 12:30, 12:40, and 12:50. Yeah. Three times. Lol. I only took one Seroquel last night. Shane insists that I took more. If I told him that I took one he's all like, “You're so messed up. I see it in your eyes” and stuff like that. Laughing at me. But if I tell him I didn't take one... he doesn't say a Damn thing. So what's that say? I really wish he'd get over that. Even tho I know he's joking around I hate when he laughs at me like that. I can't justify anything bc he'll interupt me and give his opinion and leave me no room for mine. And I can't just make him shut up... which is all I want him to do in the first place bc I'm too tired to care, let alone argue a point he's not going to listen to.
Well its 2:57. Almost an hour gone... 7 more to go. I'm gunna go play StepMania for a few and see if that can keep me up for a little while. I'm starting to lose it. Well back to this again. It's 3:36. I guess that game did help me a little bit. It did make me tired... but only my hands. Lol. I keep finding myself wanting to lay my head down and rest but I don't want to. I'm a little over an hour and a half into my shift and I'm really not feeling all that bad... with the exception of my stomach feeling like it's usual achy self. Idk. I'm gunna go drown myself in a pool at creativity and try my luck at photoshop at 3am. Lol.
4:15. Done photoshopping. Made a desktop background for Jon that he will most likely never see. So yeah. Lol. I wanna sleep... it sucks. And if this chair would sit back instead of lean forward that would help a LOT with staying up. With it leaning forward it's telling me to lay my head on the desk and take a nap. The one thing I don't want to do. And OMG my stomach feels like shit. I'm getting tired of this. I remember the first day it started hurting. Omg. That was a cramp from hell. It was a really sharp pain in my stomach like I was gunna start but 20 times worse. I don't feel like that anymore tho. Just that one day. Now it just hurts enough to make me uncomfortable. Which pain and I usually get along pretty well until it decides to take steroids. I've had doctors tell me that I've got an unusually high pain tolerance.. and I guess that's a good thing. But at the same time, one of those times I went to the doctor I had a really bad headache and I just began to feel it. Idk what made Mom take me up there, maybe my head was hot. But the doctor was shocked that I wasn't feeling anything near what I should have been feeling. So yeah. That's the uh... Kris vs Pain theory.
4:32. There are more things I'd like to write on here. But it's not appropriate. I mean, it's not bad, but it's nothing I'd want to broadcast across the net, and seeing as there is no way to make a single post private with the website that I'm using, I can't really write out what I want to. It's just something Shane did last night when I was getting to bed. He was messing around. I know that. But with the things I've been hearing lately about different people, it kinda makes me look at things differently. So even tho he was playing when he did what he did, I had a more serious outlook on it. He's done it before, and we've laughed about it. I laughed about it last night, but it was only me hiding what was really going through my mind. I never seen it the way my mind saw it last night. It was just different. Completely innocent. I know that. It's just me and my mind. Idk why I've been seeing things differently lately. I've been taking everything too serious. Pushing things over the limit in a way. Making a bigger deal out of things I usually let go. Maybe it's just bc I'm tired of the childish bullshit. Or maybe it's bc of something else. Shane's mature and responsible for his age, but he still doesn't understand an adults maturity. Don't get me wrong. He's far more mature than he should be. But there are still something he needs to get over. He plays too much. Doesn't know when to be serious. And thinks it's funny to irritate the hell out of me and then wonder why the Fuck I get pissed off about it. “I was only joking.” Even tho I TELL him MULITPLE times that he's irritating me and he's going to push it into something bigger. I mean I WARN him. I ask him to quit. I tell him I'm irritable and that I'm going to blow up if he doesn't quit, but he keeps on going. Then starts raising his voice on goes on his rant about how I treat him like shit and how he does so much for me. When it all could bee avoided if he would have just listened to me in the first place when I told him that I was irritated and I was trying not to be and that he wasn't helping. He gets a laugh out of it I guess. He says it's his way of cheering me up. Piss me off to no end, Let me blow up, Get us into an argument, Then makeup... why not just leave me alone in the first place? That makes since, right? That's the immaturity I'm talking about. Him not being wrong... until all is said and done. Then he goes into his “I'm sorry, I've just got so much on me right now” speech. Which he does. I can't say anything about that. He does good for himself. He does good for US and I Love Him to death, regardless of all his issues. Lord knows I've got enough of my own.
To be completely honest, I think Shane and I are complete opposites. I mean, what I lack, he has. And what he lacks, I have. It's like a square with little pieces missing along the edges for what he lacks. And Likewise for me. So we fit together like a puzzle when we bring the two pieces together. Make since. We've got completely different background and friends, yet we love each others friends and our backgrounds... well. The way we grew up was the same to a point. His was just intensified times 20k. So we have a understanding about things that other people can't really relate to. Even when we're laying in bed and looking through websites at some neat background images, it's always the same image that catches our eye. And music, we have the same taste. Only Shane doesn't like rap. He likes Eminem, but he doesn't like... well I won't tell you what he calls it bc I don't agree with the title. But he doesn't like R&B and Hip-hop and most Rap. I'll just say that. But I do like it... so he can kiss my Big, Fat, White Ass. Lol. I listen to everything. Just don't stick me around Opera. I'd rather be here working at 2am than sit through THAT for an hour. I lean more towards the neutral sounding songs. Like Alanis Morissette and 3 Doors Down, Jewel, Third Eye Blind... Notice it's the late ninety's era. Lol. Mainly anyways.
Anyhow. It's 4:59 now. I made it through 3 hours of work... now I've got to survive the other 5 hours I've got ahead of me. I just heard a trucker on the radio. No idea what he said, but I know he was there. He scared the shit out of me. Almost sounded like Jim actually. The JEO guy.
Shane's Dumbass has all my jackets at work. Apparently he wears 2 pairs of socks, 2 pants, 4 shirts, 2 jackets and a beanie when he goes to work in the morning... and he strips as the day goes on and gets hotter and Genius leaves the clothes at work. So not only do I have no jacket when it comes time for me to work but when I DO actually get the clothes back I'll get an ass-load of them at the same time, all of which need to be washed. Even tho I repeatedly ask him NOT TO WEAR MY FUCKING JACKETS TO WORK. Bc he always gets shit on them (that won't come off). So I'm stuck wearing one of his old beat up jackets, which is warm btw, but it can't zip up and the sleeves are short enough for a 9 year old. So here I am. Miss Florida, is 30 degree weather (in the beginning of winter) used to nothing below 43, in one extra small jacket. Yay!... I know, I've been kinda doggin on Shane in this blog, but I just wish he'd actually LISTEN when I say something. And not just that. Honor it! It'd be nice, ya know. But I still Love em'... can't help it. =P 5:17
Stepmania again. BBS. 6:04. So I got a few trucks in that interrupted my game and then Robert Johnson came in and was talkin to me for a little bit. Asked me to add him on Myspace. His music page. He does jazz. So I got to remember to do that. If you are reading this... remind me of that. Bc I'll forget. Lol. You can tell the plant is open today. You actually got some supervisors coming in now. The flatbed that was out there is finally out. She's got a problem tho. She's low on coolant in her truck and is saying her truck is going to cut off and there is no one here to help her with the situation sooo... yeah. She's over there taking up space in the parking lot now. Lol. She really doesn't look like she'd be a truck driver. Seems like a nice lady. She's black and has long dreadlocks. She looks like she'd be a nun or something the way she stands there politely waiting on you with her hands behind her back peacefully looking out the window. Lol don't ask. I read too much. Ah, 6:21. Three and a half more hours to go. 6:30... it seems like more time has gone by than that. 6:57. Looks like it's about that time. Time for me to start putting up the shit that keeps me awake and busy. Lol. So off I go!!! Lol Just kidding. Later Peoples.
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