Another day at work

Well it's another day at work right now. 0256 and I'm listening to my music and playing Spider Solitaire and... stuff. I don't remember what else.. if there was anything else. I don't have anything exciting to work on right now. It's kind of a bummer actually. I want to Photoshop something or make something in Swish but there are no ideas coming my way so no hope there.

Oh man, this morning was hell. I mean, it wasn't really bad, but it gave me the impression that my whole day was gunna cave in on me. Before I went to bed last night I asked Shane to make some more tea bc there was only a little Kool-aid that was left and I knew with Shane being up and CJ staying over that it would be gone in the morning... which isn't a big deal. I just asked him to make some before he went to sleep. I was drugged and was already slurring my words by that time... sleeping pill. Lol. So when I got up this morning and went to get something to drink I went for a cup and there weren't any. So I had to hunt them up, in the computer room of course. Then I had to wash them, then I went to actually pour a drink.. and there was nothing. Meanwhile my mouth is dry as hell and I'm already irritated. So I make some Kool-aid and after a couple minutes of cup hunting and stirring I finally have a hot drink. Then I went to go get on the laptop. Well, even that couldn't go right. No wireless. Shane had all that unhooked and I had to drop the cord back behind the desk, run it through the little whole in the wall and plug it in to his computer, only to realize that cord was already plugged in. The cord I had went somewhere else. So I had to take it back OUT of the wall, and plug it into the router, and switched cords around trying to figure out what it was... it was a mess. All I wanted to do was check to see if Mom emailed me. That's it. In the end I had to leave in three minutes. By that time it was 0127. So I just packed up the comp and went to give Shane a kiss... well even that couldn't be quick. He yanked me down... didn't mean too, but he was stretching and hugging me at the same time. Then he gave me a kiss... with morning breath. Uck. And then I went to leave and he tugged me BACK down to give me another stinky kiss. Lol. Now on a normal morning I wouldn't mind, but by that point I was pissed all to hell and all I wanted to do was leave. Just slap him hard enough to make me feel better, and leave. But I didn't. I contained myself. Lol. I think I'm starting to feel a little better considering I'm Lol-ing. Haha.

Right now it's 0310 and with it being a Saturday... and not only that, it's a Saturday that the plant is closed down... So there REALLY isn't going to be anything to do. It's bad enough on a normal day, not to mention a weekend. PLUS the plants shut down. I better be prepared... that's all I got to say. And she finally put up the schedule... but not all of it. She stopped on the 26th bc she doesn't know what's going on with Thanksgiving. One thing about this job, is you don't get a holiday off unless your day off just so happens to land on one. So looks like I'm back to two days a week again. I work the 15th and 16th witch is a weekend... yay. And then I work the 23rd and 24th which is a Sunday and Monday. Oh well.

Oh, and Shane changed the oil in my car for me yesterday... and he was only going to put 4 quarts in. He's like, well you only bought a 4 quart container last time. Uhm, no. Lol. It's 5 quarts, and not only that I don't think they even sell a single 4 quart container of oil. I think it's just 5 and 10 quarts... and the single ones, but you know what I mean. So genius was gunna have me drive to Florida while I'm low on oil. Good job. This is why I do my own oil changes... I know it's done right. I guess it's a good thing I'm skeptical of him sometimes. This one had a possibility of ending badly. Lol. Especially with me not having a cell anymore and another condition you guys don't know about yet. Which brings me to another topic... Shane's Mom would not STOP CALLING last night. She knew I was sleeping and had to be at work at 2am... why called 20 times? I'm serious. I can understand being worried about CJ but how many times do you have to call and ask if he's eaten yet? He's YOUR kid and you bring him to my house at 8 o clock and tell me to make sure I feed him? Why didn't you feed him? Lol. Don't get me wrong, I don't mind. It would have been easier if I had leftovers from that nights dinner instead of having to cook him a new one. But you know how it goes. Lol. I just couldn't believe how many times she had to call. Did you eat yet? Don't leave your clothes in Florida! Make sure they drive safe, there's precious cargo aboard! OMFG. Let me SLEEP! And if we didn't answer the phone... she'd just call back. All night long. We ended up unplugging the phone. And not long after that Shane got on some game on the computer and it was blaring. I had to SCREAM his name for him to hear me. And his response... Oh, I didn't know it was that loud... *blank look* You're kidding right? I already closed my door and barricaded it with pillows, hid under the covers and put three pillows on my head... I still heard that damn thing. They could whisper and I could hear them. Of course I could hear that damn game blaring. Ugh... so yeah. Things have just been going great for me. Can't ya tell?

I'm getting irritated thinking about all the shit I've been thru in the past couple hours. Lol. Seven hours of hell. Nice. And the thing is, that Seroquil I took to put me to sleep... yeah, it's still working. So I have to struggle to stay up and entertain myself on this laptop without any internet. I don't HAVE to have internet to be entertained on a computer, but it sure is nice once you run out of things to do on it WITHOUT internet. There's also the small fact that I do this EVERYTIME I work... so the little games get boring after a while. At least I remembered to bring my external today. I think if I didn't have any music going then I'd be fucked in terms of staying awake. I'm not sure if I'm going to drive to Florida or if I'm gunna have Shane do it. Depends on how I feel once I get out of here. Hopefully it won't be too bad.

0333 TEXT!!! It doesn't look like much of a text in army time... which I'm using army time bc that's the time we have to use at work. So I'm kind of accustomed to it now. Okay I'm getting bored. Back to 3 Doors Down and Spider Solitaire...

0538... trying my damnedest to kill this stupid fly. And “damnedest” doesn't really look like a word does it? Too many suffixes on it. I think those are called suffixes. Idk. Lol. Ugh. Four hours and19 minutes until I get to go home. It's slowly getting there. Usually there's some action by now. Not this time... Well, at least 12 hours from now I'll be on the way to Mom's for dinner with Shane's entire family... almost his entire family. Not far from it anyways. We've got Me, Shane, CJ (his Brother), Robert (his Dad), Adair (Step Mom), Avery (His Sister), his Grandma (don't know her name), then of course my Mom, Dad, Steven, Nick and a surprise visit from Jon that only Shane, CJ and I know about I think. Nobody knows about it, but it's not that way on purpose. It just kinda happened that way. We just found out last night.

Anyways, 0553. That's 7 minutes away from me only having 4 hours left! Only... right. OMG I'm so tired of this stupid fly bugging me. I killed one, and then I killed something else that was flying around. It must suck to be a fly. How would you feel if everyone you came in contact with wanted you dead? Maybe I'll start being nicer to flies... OMFG. Never mind. He's dead. You got to think about it too... every way that you usually kill a fly, it isn't really quick and painless. You know they sit there and suffer until they actually die. I'll stick with being a human. I have a life span of more than three days if nothing else. But then again, even that isn't guaranteed. Four hours and thirty two minutes left here...

Oh yeah, lol. The other day when I was in the dentist office waiting to get my cleaning... blah. There was this little girl there with her parents. And I guess she kept figiting and moving or something. And the Mom said the usual mother thing “If you don't stop it I'll pull down your pants and give you a spanking.” The little girl turned around, climbed up into her Mom's lap and said “You can't do that... someone might see my butt.” She couldn't have could more than 9 so she still had that cute almost whiney sound to her voice. I thought it was hilarious.

Hehe, I'm lookin at my nice shiny car sitting in the parking lot all by it's lonesome. There's no one here but Lynnwood and Ricky. So Lynnwoods truck is the only one out there bc they car pool to work. Talk about a whole lot of nothing to do... it's dead. I had one truck all morning and even that one surprised me. That was early this morning tho. He came in at 0430. And I've got three and a half hours left before Jennifer gets here and I leave to haul my ass off to Florida. I think I'm gunna drive. I feel like driving. I need a thrill. I might scare the shit out of CJ, but I need it. Lol. Shane's use to it now so it don't bother him much anymore. I like diving in and out of traffic. Idk how to explain it, but it feels good to me. Idk if it's the skill of handling the car like that, If it's pride found in the holes I can squeeze into, or if it's just the fun in the challenge of it all. The speed, of course, is addicting, but there's more to it than that. You can go fast in a straight line and it can only be so fun. But when it's you and other cars and your flooring it and whizzing past random cars and squeezing into holes by flooring it, then breaking at just the right time, jerk the wheel to the right, cross over three lanes, only to skip three more cars and fly back to the left lane... there's a certain addiction that grabs you while you're doing that. Meanwhile, the passengers in the car are sitting there wide-eyed holding on to the “oh shit bar” with an OMG expression plastered all over their face. They are nothing but alert. It wakes you up, not just them. Haha. I Love it! I'm sure there are people out there that can relate to that one... Jon! Oh, and btw, there was a flaw in the story line up there... Mustangs don't have an “oh shit bar.” So all you can grab on to is the dash or the seat. Lol. The bird is just gunna be shit outta luck bc he ain't got nothin to grab on to. Yes, I'm bringing my bird with me to Florida. Don't ask. I'm bringing one to Florida, but I'm gunna be bringing three back. Lol. So I'm not just going to have Harley anymore, I'm going to have Harley, Flash and Boo. Don't ask. The only one I named was Harley. Lol. Flash isn't a bad name for a bird, but Boo is a little odd. Not that it matters. I'm only gunna call them “bird” anyways. Lol. 0648.

Oh, the guy that came in here this morning. The ONLY truck I had, he was kinda kewl. He was telling me that he's been to 11 countries and it hasn't cost him a dime. And that he's been to every state in the US with the exception of Hawaii, and that's only bc they haven't built a bridge yet. Lol. He was in the military for twenty something years, then he's been a truck driver for 52 years. So between the two he's been a lot of places. Haha, it must bc kinda kewl to have gone to so many places. At least I think so anyways. His name is Billy Hick. Lol. Or Hich, I can't tell with the way he wrote it. But either way it's still pronounced the same, isn't it? Ugh, I need to get some food in my stomach. Hunger pains. Haha. Oooo, do I hear a truck? Nope. Lol. Three hours left. And I'm gunna go clean this place up some. Bbs.

0738 two and a half hours to go... it's getting there. I still can't wait til I can leave. One truck all day just doesn't cut it with me. Lol. We have a little cleaning book thing for the guards on the weekend we're suppose to pick one and do it. I did three of them. Lol. I'm eating a snickers. Hopefully that will cure my hunger pains until I leave. Inside the wrapper it said “Substantialicious (sub-'stan(t)-shul-'li-shus\ (noun) The weight of something when you weigh it with your tongue.” Lol. The thing is... after this I'm gunna want a drink. Ugh. I better take a giant cup with me on the trip to Florida. This whole dehydration thing is annoying. But the top of my snickers bar looks sweet the way the chocolate is all swirly. To be honest with you I don't even want to eat it. But there's nothing else in that machine that I'll eat. And I'm tired of my stomach telling me to eat. So here I am eating a snickers that is actually making me more dehydrated. I just can't win can I? See, that's how those machines get you. They charge you 75¢ for the dry shit, knowing you've got to break a dollar to get it. So then you only have a quarter left. And then when you want to get a drink after your mouth is all dry you've got to break another dollar to get the drink that's 50¢. So then you're left with another 75¢ to spend in the machine from the second dollar you broke. Sneaky. Ever think of that? It's the same concept with the 55¢ drinks. Remember when they all used to be just a quarter? Now the only time you can find that is with the off brand drinks in front of Walmart or Foodlion.

0757 Two hours and three minutes left. Spider Solitaire! Bye.