Hectic Schedule

November 23 (sun) – 0200-1000 (2:00am-10:00am)
November 24 (mon) – 0200-1000 (2:00am-10:00am)
November 27 (thur) – 1530-0200 (3:30pm-2:00am)
November 28 (fri) – 1700-0200 (5:00pm-2:00am)
November 29 (sat) – 1700-0200 (5:00pm-2:00am)
November 30 (sun) – 1600-0200 (4:00pm-2:00am)
December 3 (wed) – 0200-1400 (2:00am-2:00pm)
December 4 (thur) – 1000-1800 (10:00am-2:00pm)
December 5 (fri) – 1000-1800 (10:00am-2:00pm)

I don't ever want to hear you complain about your hours again. Period. And last night... sucked ass. I tried so hard to sleep but I couldn't until 8:30ish bc I had a killer stomach ache. It hurt so bad. After that was over I was finally able to sleep, but the problem was... I couldn't sleep. I was up and down all night long. Then when I finally DID get to sleep... it was 12:20 and my alarm goes off at 12:30. Go figure. I hit snooze 3 or 4 times each morning I work. So I don't actually get up until 1am, but even so, it was the same situation. I couldn't get comfortable at all between me hitting snooze until the very last one.. which again, was 10 minutes before I had to REALLY get up. So needless to say my night was Hell. So now I'm at work and it's 0337 and I feel like shit. I feel like I'm going to get sick and I hate that feeling. I just want to go home, puke my brains out and sleep all day long. Problem is... I work tomorrow morning. So if I sleep all day today, then I will have another sleepless night tonight. Sucks... But after tomorrow I'm off til Thursday. Looking forward to it already. I feel like I'm dying...

Oh, and since I'm moving back to Florida in two weeks... Surprise!... I might as well tell you what I've been avoiding to publicly post. I'm pregnant!... Surprise again! Lol. Which would explain me wanting to puke my brains out and sleep all the time. So yeah. Shane and I are moving into an apartment two miles from the beach... awesome! Can't wait til summer! Haha. But yeah, it's us and the baby.. as soon as it gets here. I still have a while. We've had plans to get married and have a baby... but it just came out of order and too far ahead of time. So, we're getting married soon after we get back to Jax. Something really small. Prob just our rents. I hate being the center of attention. I don't want a big wedding. The reception, I don't care... Mom is getting all excited. She wants to plan out the reception and the baby shower. Asking me what colors I want for my cake and stuff. She's working at Hobby Lobby now and she's thrilled that she can buy baby shower and wedding things discounted. Haha.

I'm gunna hate the baby shower bc I'm gunna be the center of attention again. I told Mom we should just have them send us stuff and I'll open it on live web cam. It'd be easier on me. Haha. But she said I'll get over it... we'll see. I told her it better be at our house too. Because I'm not much of a social person. Not only do I not want a Baby Shower and all, but I'm gunna have to stay til the end bc it's appropriate. So I told Mom she better have it at her house so I don't feel so out of place sitting around waiting for everyone to go home. Lol. It sounds mean I know, but I can't stand being the center of attention like that. You just don't get it. I've always been shy, and I've gotten over a lot of it, but I'm still not cured. Anyways, yeah. That's the news. Moving back to Jacksonville, a wedding and a baby. That's a lot to learn at once if you knew nothing. Lol. I'm happy about it all. I'm excited. I'm not going to be happy about the midnight wake up calls for feeding... but it's worth it. I'm hoping for a girl... Shane wants a boy, of course. So does his Dad. He'll call all the time, “So, how's my grandson doing?” Lol. I get emails from Mom, “Want me to knit some booties? What color do you want? Yellow? Green? Pink and Blue together to play it safe?” Lol. Poor Mom. She's doing more work than I am. I asked her where she's sending me on my honeymoon. She said the utility room. Haha. I'm like “Thanks Mom! 'Congrats on the Wedding, NOW FIX MY WASHER!' ” She's excited. So that's kewl.

0518. Still nauseated off and on. Still tired, but it's surprisingly not getting the best of me... *knock on wood*
0604. I never did knock on wood. Maybe that's why it's starting to get the best of me... ugh. Please... don't let me get sick. It's the last thing I need right now but I feel it coming. Yuck.. I hate when I get like this is bc I try to sit very still and to control my breathing. I guess I feel like it will help... but maybe not. I want to go home... ugh. Four more hours. *whine* Good thing Shane will be up in a few minutes. I'll be able to call and talk to someone.

So much for not getting sick... well maybe I'll feel better now. I'm awake, that's for sure. I want some crème soda... lol. I'm sad aren't I? 0625... Shane's alarm will be going off in five minutes. So I'll call him in ten. Wanna know something else I'm tired of? Being hot then cold... I wish I could just keep my jacket on. I'm full of complaints this morning, aren't I? O well, if you want to stop reading you can. If not, then don't blame me.

0703. Three more hours. 0720. It's getting there. 0730. Two and a half... 0803. Two hours... 0858... one more hour. Putting up the lappy top. See ya.