Hey hey hey... Fat Albert. Lol. I R @ Wits end. Okay, not really. But I am on Shane's laptop and OMG it's hard for me to type on this thing. The keyboard is so large compared to mine. I'm not used to it. That and my nails keep getting in the way... on my left hand anyways... and my right hand can't seem to find the 'h.' Bhal... ok. And now I'm dyslectic too. (And I totally didn't know how to spell that btw. I googled it. Lol.) Anyhow, I'm just doing this to give you guys an update.. well an anonymous update really. Got some stuff going on unofficially... so far. And yeah. That's kinda where my mind has been at the past few days. (this keyboard is really annoying.) That, and I'm really tired... but I got to work in the morning. Three days in a row this time. Not just two. so hopefully by day 3 I'll be able to correctly function at 2am. lol. At least I hope I'll be used to it after 3 days in a row. If not then day three will be hell. But yeah. After than i don't go back to work until November 6th. And I also got a dentist apt that day at 2:30. So I'll be nice and tired for that one.
Okay, and Idk what's going on with my bird but he was sitting there with his foot to the side of his head and it sounded like he was trying to mimic talking of some sort. Like he was using a telephone. lol. But I was messing with him earlier and I went to pick him up, but instead of him stepping up on my finger, he lowered his head. He wanted me to scratch his neck. Lol. And he don't like to be touched on his back but he let me pet him all the way down his back. So my little temperamental birdie is making progress. He says 'pretty bird' now. I don't remember if I mentioned that to you guys or not. But if you own a bird then you know how it's kinda exciting when they do something new. Kinda like it's exciting for a child to do something new. Only a little less extreme. Lol. Anyways Shane's home now. So I'll write more later.
Okay, well he WAS home. For like... 30 seconds. He sat down on the couch, a horn honked, and he jumped up, ran outside, hopped in, and off he went. There was no... I Love you baby, I'll be back, I'm helping Russel, nothing. Just ran out.. and left me standing there like WTF. That kinda hurt to be honest with you. But I guess that's just a girl thing. Who knows. You get used to routine then think too much when the routine skips a beat. I didn't even get a hug =(
It's 2:30... I gotta go to bed in 2 hours and 30 minutes if I'm gunna be awake for work in the am. i get up at 12:30. I wish I would be relieving someone other than Fletcher tho. Not only do I have to fabreeze the hell out of the place after he leaves, but I hate how he just watches me. It's creepy. I know he means no harm and there's nothing to be worried about and all that, but I just don't like to be watched. Man, I'm so sick and tired of feeling sick and tired. It sucks. I'm kinda disappointed bc my bird ate the hell out of my favorite shirt and I WANT MY BOYFRIEND BACK. I look foward to him coming home all day long, then he finally gets here and I'm happy and he just runs out and leaves me hangin. That's not fair. I know Russel has been kinda distant towards everyone and Shane has been more than willing to help him even tho Russel keeps saying no. So now that Russel does accept the help, I understand him jumping on it. I mean Russel does a lot for us. He deserves it. But I don't think it's kewl how Shane just ran out on me like that. Makes me kinda feel like shit... like I don't feel like shit enough. I'm not mad at him or anything, and me typing so much about it probably makes me seem like some controlling Bitch, but I'm just explaining how I feel about it. I'm not mad. I understand and it's not like he does it all the time. I mean he's never done it before. I was just kinda dumbfounded when he ran out like that. Anyhow, new topic.
I'm tired as HELL. And I need to go take a shower before I go to sleep. But right now I'm tired and I don't feel like it. Bc once I get in there the heat is going to make me even more tired and weak, and I still have to cook dinner. I take really hot showers. Lol. So it REAALLY drains the energy out of me. I can't really thing of anything else meaningful to type, so I'm just gunna hop off of here. Later Peoples.
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